Locked Up Inside

I.

This moment is frozen, 
like the tears turned ice on your cheek.
These words are quiet,
because you can't hear above the screams.
They're only meant for you,
they're only said because I believe.

I believe that when you walk through your door,
you might just die inside.
My words will be ringing through your ears,
until the end of time.
And you know they're true, tonight.

II.
I'm broken, can't you tell?
Can't you see that when you left it made it hard to breathe?
I've been begging with my mind,
begging for release from the prison 
you've locked me in.

My mind is weak when it touches your skin,
my heart is praying for a chance to begin to heal again.

I'm tired and I'm cold, light me with your fire.
I'm wandering without you
so let me hear the whispers that pass your lips in the dead of night
where no one can hear.

III.
The seconds are ticking,
they're counting down the hours.
The hours you have until I fall
I've waited so long to hear you speak
and you still remain as silent as the wind in the night.
I've kneeled on my knees to many times to count.
Knelt and asked for forgivness.

I can't ask to be saved anymore,
I'll just let the screams come,
though I be forsaken tomorrow.

I'm done with the secrets,
done with the lies.
Done with their childish eyes.
Help the world be perfect in my heart,
pray with me tonight.


IV.
I'm broken, can't you tell?
Can't you see that when you left it made it hard to breathe?
I've been begging with my mind,
begging for release from the prison 
you've locked me in.

My mind is weak when it touches your skin,
my heart is praying for a chance to begin to heal again.

I'm tired and I'm cold, light me with your fire.
I'm wandering without you
so let me hear the whispers that pass your lips in the dead of night
where no one can hear.

V.
Keep hidden,
keep out of sight.
I can't see you tonight.
'Cause seeing you will break the bonds
I've kept so carefully tied.
Keep quiet,
keep silent.
Words would break my heart and mind
I'd go insane before you tonight.

VI.
I'm broken, can't you tell?
Can't you see that when you left it made it hard to breathe?
I've been begging with my mind,
begging for release from the prison 
you've locked me in.

My mind is weak when it touches your skin,
my heart is praying for a chance to begin to heal again.

I'm tired and I'm cold, light me with your fire.
I'm wandering without you
so let me hear the whispers that pass your lips in the dead of night
where no one can hear.

VII.
I just can't hold it in.
Before you leave tonight,
hear my words.
I just can't keep the moments locked up inside.

I waited to do an A.N. till the end because the inspirtion is very stupid and fangirly, and I wanted people to read the song before they knew the reason it was written In all honesty, this song was written about two people who can't be together, so we fangirls say, because they're forced. But honestly, when you see the way they look at each other, it doesn't matter because you can see the love. Anyway, these two people are two guys by the name of Louis and Harry. If you know who I'm talking about, you'll know what I'm talking about... lol. But I was watching an interview today, and it suddenly struck me that they must sing to each other. And this song was a result. Also, their two songs 'More than this' and 'Moments' helped inspire it too. It's just a collection of #FEELS... so yeah. I hope you all liked it. First thing I've been happy with for a long time.