I see white space
I feel a trace of nostalgia
from a place
I've never known
I feel the fingers
on my skin, time is
touching me from within
and I don't know why, but
I look at the clouds
and I can feel it in my soul.
I was meant to fly up there,
up with all the blue serenity
but somehow I am
stuck down here, in all this green
gravity. I need to fly, I need to soar
but I can't seem to get off the ground.
my heart is light with
all the love I give away, my chest
filled to the brim with joy, but my
brain is what makes me stay.
heavy darkness, evil thoughts,
sadness, harshness, all that's lost, oh
what deep defiance. there is no silence,
I can't think for all my thinking!
oh god, I'm sinking down.
way down, way down, I can see the bottom
of the pit. it feels so close, so close... I don't
want to be there, I don't want to see there!
I just want to go home,
I want to live in the atmosphere!
no one telling me what to hear,
what to be.. I want to fly and be me!