“Do you want to talk about it?” Emerald asked after Zoltar
had been silent for a few minutes.
“About what?” Zoltar mumbled.
“How you got to be this way? I mean, I may not know much
about the main continent, but I do know that something terrible must have
happened for a dragon like you to end up like this.”
She stroked his back gently, “Besides, sometimes it helps to
look back on the past. It helps us see how we could do better in the future.
Jasper and I do it all the time.”
Zoltar regarded her for a few moments, half of him willing
himself to stay quiet, while the other half yearned to tell her everything.
“Fine,” he sighed as he sank down onto the cool vines strewn
over the rock floor, “Where do I even start?”
“You don’t have to tell me everything, just whatever is
weighing on you the most.”
“Well, that’s a hard one,” he laughed bitterly, “I can’t
seem to choose which is harder to deal with; the death of my family, the
disaster that destroyed my home and most of my tribe or the fact that what
little remains is being slowing taken away from me…piece by piece.”
A single tear rolled down his snout, dropping down onto a
nearby flower, “Talking about it doesn’t help. It just reminds me how
everything is going wrong and how there’s nothing I can do to fix it.”
Emerald gently placed a paw onto his shoulder, “Sometimes it
just helps to know that you’re not the only one going through these things and
that they don’t go on forever. It may seem dark now, but it won’t last forever.
Things have a way of working out…even if it takes a long time.”
“And what if you can’t wait that long?” Zoltar mumbled as he
wiped his snout.
“Well, I guess you could take comfort in the presence of
those who understand what you’re going through,” she said, settling down beside
him.
Her sapphire eyes burned in the dim light as she whispered
“I know you don’t trust me because I’m a Wisp Talon and because of what my
tribe has done, but believe me when I say that I know what you’re going
through.”
She looked away, a wave of crimson flashing through her
cobalt blue scales, “Topaz’s death…was the hardest thing I’ve ever been
through. It nearly broke Jasper and me…nearly broke our will to carry on.
Fighting against Eclipse’s regime was hard enough before, but now…without her
guidance…it feels almost impossible.”
She sighed and shook her head, “She was our leader. She
guided us, she was the one who kept the other rebels together. Now…they’ve all
dispersed. No one wants to risk being suspected by Eclipse and his brothers.
Everything Topaz worked for, everything we’d hoped for…it’s all just fallen
apart and I don’t know how to fix it.”
She stifled a sniff, “I miss her so much.”
Zoltar laid a paw on hers, “I miss my brother too. Mowzan…that
was his name.”
He sucked in a deep breath, shuddering. It had been so long
since he’d said Mowzan’s name out loud. It felt strange in a way, like he
shouldn’t have left it for so long. Why had he left it so long? He’d barely
even mentioned it to Nira, instead choosing to hide it inside himself like a
treasure cursed to never see the light of day again.
“He died…four years ago…,” Zoltar clinched his talons,
fighting the wave of emotions that swept over him. Why was it still so strong?
It had been four years. Surely he should be over this by now?
Emerald’s face dropped, her eyes seeming to stare at nothing
as she gazed out over the stream, “Does it get any easier?”
“The pain, the guilt…replaying the events over and over
again in a vain attempt to find a way to change the past? No,” Zoltar
whispered, “it doesn’t get easier…at least for me it hasn’t.”
“So what do we do in the meantime?”
Zoltar snorted softly, “I guess we try to keep fighting…that
or we give up.”
There was silence between them for a moment.
“Then that’s what we’ll have to do,” Emerald said finally,
smiling faintly as she curled her tail in closer, “Topaz wouldn’t want me to
give up and…I didn’t know Mowzan, but I’m sure he wouldn’t want you to either.”
Zoltar sighed, running a paw over his shoulder as another
wave of sadness swept over him. What would his brother say if he could see him
now? What could Nira say?
“No, I guess not,” he murmured after a while.
“You know, I never understood why Topaz risked so much with
Idra,” Emerald whispered as she closed her eyes, “but I can now…after meeting
you. You’re not monsters like we’ve been taught. You’re just normal dragons
like us, trying your best to survive. It might not seem like a lot to you, but
just knowing that, strengthens my resolve to go on…to carry on fighting.”
Zoltar tilted his head as he gave her a puzzled look, but she
didn’t notice him.
“I guess that’s all that really matters,” she murmured as
she breathed a deep sigh.
Zoltar waited a few more moments, before turning away and
heading a little further into the cave. He sat down a few dragon lengths from
her and curled his tail in close as he watched her.
The rise and fall of her chest had become slow and rhythmic,
her scales slowly fading to a dull grey as she slipped into sleep. She lay
there, a tiny grey dragon among the endless glimmering lights of the cavern. She
looked so small, so helpless…the complete opposite of the creatures that had
taken Nira from him.
Sighing, he lay down and rested his head one of the silky vines
trailing along the floor. Time past slowly as the gently gurgle of the river
filled the cave. It was so peaceful, so different from the world outside.
Zoltar’s eyes felt so heavy, his body yearning for sleep,
but he knew he couldn’t rest. Not yet. How could he? So much had happened since
sunrise this morning and he needed to process it while he had the chance.
He rubbed a paw over his snout as frustration and confusion
began to morph into an all too familiar horn ache.
He rubbed his talons over his horns and growled as the dull
pain only intensified. He knew he should have been resting, but this had to be
thought through. It was important. He didn’t want to end up doing something
that he’d later regret.
What was he going to do? He’d tried not to get involved, to
stay as detached from the situation as possible, but he couldn’t ignore it
anymore. The fact was that his previous plan wasn’t going to work. The Wisp
Talons weren’t a tribe that could just be destroyed. It just wasn’t that
simple. This wasn’t about revenge anymore.
He sighed and glanced over at Emerald again. She had her
snout turned towards the river. Her eyes were closed, but Zoltar could see her
ears flick every once in a while.
The Wisp Talons were being forced into the sacrifices…at least
that’s what he’d gathered from what Emerald had said.
What had happened to create the situation, he still wasn’t
sure of. It must have something to do with the Death Grippers and definitely
this Eclipse Emerald kept talking about, but that wasn’t really anything rock
solid. Not enough to make a full picture of what was happening.
How they’d been forced into it didn’t really matter though.
Not at the moment anyway. He knew enough to know that what he was planning to
do was wrong. The Wisp Talons weren’t just cold blooded murderers. They were
doing what they were doing to survive, killing outsiders to prevent the death
of their own.
How could he just ignore that and help wipe them out anyway.
Nira wouldn’t have wanted that. He didn’t want that. The only reason he’d
agreed to this was because he’d thought they were monsters.
He shook his head, amused at the irony. Wasn’t that the
excuse that the Wisp Talons were using to kill outsiders?
He snorted softly. How similar in actuality they were.
But where did that leave him? He couldn’t just drop the
whole thing. His tribe still needed the land. He still needed a plan.
Problem was that each time he tried to form a plan,
something would came tumbling through it and force him to rethink the whole
thing.
Zoltar tapped his talons on the floor. Maybe he should just
give up on having a plan for the moment and take one day at a time. For now, he
needed information. Emerald was the best way to get it, but she was obviously
wary of him. He couldn’t push it too far. Doing that could scare her off or
worse yet, she might expect information out of him in exchange. That was the
last place he wanted to go…at least for the time being.
Right now, he’d have to go slow and be careful. She was
opening up to him, slowly. It shouldn’t take too long to get a rough picture of
what was going on. In the meantime he could scout out the area, so that if he
did end up needing to steal the gem, he’d be ready.
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