Where is home?
Some say it is where you feel safe
Some say it is where the heart is
But what if there's nowhere you can go to feel safe?
And you don't exactly know where your heart is
Does that mean you have no home?
I have no home
I have a house
And I have a family
But my "home" is broken
And my family shattered
Every single day I pray
That someone somewhere will understand
I pray that things will get better
So I won't have to live in fear
Every night I cry myself to sleep
As I think of a life I'll never have
Maybe I'm just not good enough
Though I don't know what I ever did
To deserve this kind of torture
I'll never hear the words "I love you"
From my mom or from my dad
I'll never hear "I'm sorry"
For I know in my heart they are not
But I continue to yearn for that life
The life I'll never have
Where my parents will actually love me
And I won't get bullied at school
I want to know what it feels like
To be happy and protected
To know that someone is there
And I will never have to be alone
I want to believe in God
I want to believe in Heaven
I want to know that there's someone who cares
But how can I in a world like this?
i"m here for you, i always have been. I've known you all this time and just now i see this? there is one thing most my friends don"t know but i guse you didn't know either, i'll do anything for my friends even if it means getting hurt for them. i know how it feels to feel like you don't belong, and it hurts me to know that's how you feel too. sometimes i put up a smile when all i feel is breaking down, the first memory of my mom is me begging her not to leave and she ignoring me as she walked out on me, lexi, and dad. my sister is a lieing bitch who most the time i feel like she hates me. i'm sorry about your problem and will always be here if you need someone.
Thank you:) and it's surprising how much you think you know someone, isn't it?
You're welcome. And yea it is
Oh, uh, check your messages...I'm still new at this so I don't know if the message went through or not....