I know you love me
And oh I love you so…
But things in life have changed,
and we are not the same again.
We were so close, so close we were
Inseparable, no one would see us apart.
Now we try to find other places to be,
excuses, more excuses to be somewhere else.
I let you go, as I let you down.
I feel as though you deserve a better daughter.
We push each other away when we need reassuring
that everything may work out in the end
Yes I have issues,
yes I’m not the smartest
No I don’t really care
bout the way life goes
Because I have let myself run free
I’ve lost my own mind,
as fear has ran off with our once happy memories
Now all I see is blurred grass from my tears
There are so many other women in my life
Who treat me like I may belong in society
I need them as a mother
If you just let me drift away like I have done, and will do
Just give me away
To the darkness
or to someone who understands my head
someone who will pull on when I push them away
Just be patient
and someone who I can turn to
and not run away from
Be a mother
Not a person
Not circulating air
Please, oh please
Just stay here
and make me want to be with you again