I don’t know what draws me to your presence
But I have always had a space in my heart
For you, and you only...my dearest
You are the light within the darkest nights
That fills me with brightness
However without you
The clouds start to darken
They coat the light thickly
Until it’s another dark day
Of a cruel world
I am trapped inside
Within a small walkway of Oxford close
Near to your last sighting
Before you left without a trace
The space in my heart is urging
Urging for you to come visit home
And to rock me to sleep once again
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You have haunted my thoughts for months on end
The abstract pain won’t leave my mind
My sane head is turning psycho
I need your love
I would die for you to appear in my dreams once again
In this cold, wicked twilight
On a midsummer night
I just need you to come home
Home...wherever that may be
Just come
Come to me and save me once again
From these horribly chilling emotions
They take over me
Slow as a sinking Manatee
Yet cruelly as a burning flame
On a suffering cross
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I must have a bit of your time
1 minute with you
is 1 less line on my wrist
2 minutes with you
Are 2 more smiles
3 minutes with you
Are 3 wishes of hope
4 minutes with you
Are 4 more places we can travel
In our minds
Where we are also together
In a world just for us
We are whole
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All I need is your appearance
In my mind
To make me smile
...not fake...for once
Your voice
In my mind
Makes me feel loved
Truly
In a world of lies and untrusting friendships
Our future can never meet each other
But I shall love and trust you with all my heart
And will look down upon you from god’s clouds
Up in heaven
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We can only have a small relationship
However small can be so much more
If we work through our struggles
And face it together
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You will never share your thoughts with me
Never trust me like I do when I am around you
But I will always be here
Be there
When you need someone the most
Whether you want it or not,
I can sense your emotions
Panic, stress, sadness
Joy, gratitude, pride
And I will always be a shoulder
When your in need of a person
There to speak whatever is on your mind
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Because I love you
I adore you
I will support you
And thank you
Until our last sunset together comes
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