just searching all night,
in the mind of a lost soul.
Melodies of darkness clearly
and yet I’m still searching.
just struggling every day,
trapped in a dark depression.
A deepening tune widening in our heads,
and yet I still go on smiling.
hyper facial expressions everywhere,
for if I showed the truth,
I wouldn’t be normal in a lifetime,
so I go on acting as if I am alright.
I miss our times,
times in which we would simply speak,
It made my entire day,
because it was simply:
and your fluent harmony.
I really miss when we were okay,
singing until we teared up,
giggling at stupid jokes and riddles
so now I need you,
to just sit with me,
To really finish my final album.