I don't know how to start this so, I'll try my best anyway.
There's always this hope that lingers in you like a drug that you got addicted to. Or a song you can't stop listening to. Or an alcohol you just wont stop drinking every night. That's a reason people tend to give up on hope. On the future. They just fall into this hole and never get out.
They believe the world, their life, will just go and flow. Don't make plans. Don't do anything. Just live. It's terrifying, I would know, to live. But you have to do something to make it special.
You have to do something to make your life mean something.
Then again, there's always these people that hope way too hard. For example, me.
All I know is hope. Is wishes. I believe that if I hope enough, wish every night, something will happen. It hurts whn in the end my dream breaks. My heart crushing beneath me like glass.