Hey Doss, just getting to read this now.
This is quite an emotional poem <3 If the poem is based on reality, I'm sorry if you're going through a rough time, and I do hope it gets better for you.
I interpret the poem to be about a speaker who is in an abusive relationship of some sort - they keep allowing this person (the subject) back into their life, but each time, the person doesn't improve and even though they say that they've changed, they soon reveal that they're the same person, and resort to the same abuse and unkindness. The speaker wants to let them back in, but they've also said that "this is the last time" so they come across as very conflicted.
Unfortunately I think a lot of people can relate to this sort of back and forth relationship, where it's unclear what's the best route to do next. The poem feels very vulnerable and honest, and a bit stream of consciousness like the reader is right in the mind of the speaker as they're deciding what they need to do next.
I think these are probablly my two favorite lines in the poem,
Its over now you cannot change the past
You cannot even change the future.
they are very striking and take an old saying "can't change the past" and turn it into something new, "you cannot even change the future".
I have a few suggestions!
On spelling ->
Whenever you're using the contraction of "it" & "is" together, use the apostrophe -> So "it's".
When it is just possessive, like in this sentence, "the room shined, its color was golden" then you don't use an apostrophe.
Most of the times in this poem you were using it the first way, so it should be "it's" with an apostrophe.
Also "for ever" -> should be one word: "forever".
Another Suggestion: this poem was mainly thoughts and feelings, I think you could have incorporated a few more images into the poem as well, to make it feel a bit more active - this will really engage readers more so they can stay along with what you're describing.
Overall the conflict was a bit vague, although I think a reader can fill in the gaps to get enough of the story to understand the narrative and emotions being expressed. I think you could make it a bit more specific if you wanted to, but I also think poems of this nature are difficult to do that with. The highlight of this poem was definitely in it's emotional resonance - it was intense all the way through and even showed some character development in how the speaker understood their relationship with the subject. This is a very nice poem you should be proud of!
Keep on writing Doss!
And please let me know if you had any questions on my review.
best,
alliyah
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