The Inevitable End

Darkness engulfs me;

the stars don't shine.

My vision is blurring;

this life isn't mine.

Throat tightening,

eyes begin to water,

pure agony reaches inward

and silences this martyr.

Whatever I am,

whatever I've become-

no longer matters,

since I haven't belonged.

As I fall to my knees,

and my eyes decide to close,

just remember what I said

and bring me back home.

For I don't want to lay here,

with unaccepting eyes to see;

I don't want to stay here,

it's not right,

not for me.