Letters To The Unreadable

Hey guys. It has been a while since I posted, I know. This letter is basically my thoughts on a guy. Bad break - up. So I didn't write any names. I'll just call him...John. Yeah, that will do.

Dear John,

I never thought I'd see this day. I am always the one who never believes in this sappy crap. Yet, here I am. For what it's worth; I'm sorry. Sorry for everything I did, for breaking-up with such a great guy. You were so perfect. I was so stupid. I've done a lot of growing up since then. I really miss you. I never told you this, due to our speaking terms, but whenever I had seen you around with her, my best friend, it broke me.

That time when you said you didn't care about me anymore was the worst thing I had ever felt. Which lead to drastic decisions that I later regretted.

But I won't blame you. I'll blame me, which might be worse. I have to see you everyday and everyday that kills me. All I want to do is go up to you and hug you like old times. You were pretty much everything. But be certain that I am sorry for everything.

Most of all, I'm sorry that I let you believe I was good enough. Not that you will ever read this letter. I guess this is another bunch of things I'll never say.

All my love and regret,

You know who.

May as well use my real name. John. Haha. Nah not really.