Secrets and Jokes

Bliss.
The simple joy of being with you
fills me from the inside out.
I am happy.

I can't remember a time
when I didn't smile as you came
but you have loved me
even longer.

Sometimes I laugh 
at something you said yesterday
and everyone looks at me
but I smile at our secret joke.

Now I go on
without you in my life
and I still laugh at our jokes
but they are now just mine. 

I miss you. R.I.P Pawpaw.