Give me love, give me protection- you asked
You made me love you so your ennemies, in the dark I cast
I have loved you in all ways and with all my heart
But inside your holographic ways, I'm falling apart
I'd soar through skies, and kill others connected,
Though that never haunted me or made me prone to the weak hearted
I saw you falter a year or two, but I kept faith
And once you reappeared, I opened back up my gate
I thought I was yours, and you were mine
Soulmates forever, for me- that was quite fine
Then on some faceless day and nameless afternoon
I wanted you closer, but you said: "Moon-
Who are you ? How come you're my friend ?
I don't know you from this game."
They were simple words, but they stuck me the same
Our holographic love, twisted the way in which I grew
I was nothing to you, though I loved you and your fake name.
You broke my heart and cast fire into ashes
Yet I still love you, with all the pieces.
*a few years later, nothing has changed*
My pain is something you no longer host
Me, you, we were everything, we are ghosts
Can't see me
I was foolish to think we could love each other in our smears
You- fade away
A sway- of nightmares
In a heart
From the very beginning
the fragile pieces of my being.
But never could I in your arms
In blacks and greys of empty
still loves you
But my heart
has moved on
By that I mean I'm heartless
Maybe I was too big a thing for you to love
I hope you're happy
I'm terribly sorry
You had to suffer