Sitting on the edge of loneliness
Don't know what's going in my mind
Have searched every way to find happiness
But I have got a feeling some like wine.
Don't know either my heart is on fire?
Or have I lost power to face painful things?
Am I twinning around sorrows like a wire?
Or has someone cut my wings?
I want to shout out loud
But that cracking voice is stuck in my mouth
Tears, why don't they flow on my cheeks?
So I can release the pain instead of getting weak.
Why my lips are acting like a cage?
Preventing the words to fall out
I think I should write them down an a page
So I can feel lighter as a cloud
Past's got a magnetic field
And something's wrong with my brain
I don't want to turn back
But it looks back again and again
I want myself to be brave
But magnetic field attracts me to that dark cave
Of which I had escaped
Reminding myself, it was written in my fate
I wish there were an emotional device
To separate a person from his past
But I myself can do it
Because people say I'm wise.