This is a beautiful work of writing. I thoroughly liked it. I am 14 and there are times I feel exactly like this, minus wanting to smoke. I hope you feel a lot better, especially if this is based off of you and your thoughts.
My past, honestly, was full of innocence and happiness and ice cream. Getting my way sometimes, going to new playgrounds and being friends with everyone. That changed two years ago. From 2001 to 2014 I was happy. I enjoyed everything and wasn't exposed to the corrupted, lonely society today.
Now, as I look back, I see how much I have changed. Wanting isolation, having depression, being bullied, dressing in dark and feeling free when I did. Having to stop myself from cutting, having to act like an adult but still have fun at times. Wanting to look pretty and hating school. Being exposed to the cruelty and reality that I see.
Though not all of this is expressed in your writing, I definitely understand. Wanting to be alone yet wanting to leave a positive impact on people. Wanting to have freedom and wanting happiness again.
This work left an impact on me, I know. It's realistic, amazing, and sadly true nowadays. Thanks for sharing, because I liked reading this work. Happy writing! (Oh, I have nothing negative to say about this. Just letting you know)
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