For those of you who've read my poetry before, you will note that I don't often write in free verse. But I thought this poem needed it. Sorry this isn't polished, but I had to get it out of my brain. Enjoy!
I have a chink in my armor.
I thought it was nothing,
Just a few issues here and there.
I thought it would fix itself in time.
I didn't want to bother with a prayer;
Surely God was busy enough.
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I have a crack in my armor.
I found myself snapping at my friend today.
Sure, she was being annoying,
But that was no reason at all.
I wanted to apologize, but yet
I was afraid of hurting her more.
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I have a gap in my armor.
I sat and brooded all day.
My brother asked me what was wrong,
But I just slammed the door and wouldn't speak.
I don't want to talk; I don't want to pray.
What use is it anyway?
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I have a hole in my armor.
I ignored my mom's request to help with supper.
My brother tried to tease me;
I yelled at him and huddled on the couch.
My fingers were tired from stabbing at my phone,
One angry text after another off to my best friend.
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I hate this hole in my armor.
All I want to do is drown myself in nothingness.
I hear a whisper in my head, a taunting poke:
"You are a failure. Look at what you've done."
No, I won't listen. I won't fall into that trap.
I fell on my knees and prayed.
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I have new links in my armor;
The hole is patched up, my issues behind me for now.
I wonder why it took me so long to figure out
That I have only one hope, one strength,
An armor mender and a chain breaker.
And He always listens, even when I don't want to speak.
He's my God.
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