Who I am is not who I was
Who I am is not who I was
I repeat this as I stare into the mirror
Staring endlessly, but nothing grows clearer
Fixed back at me, are two black eyes
Curved brown hair, and lips of lies
Why do I still look the same?
How come my face didn't change,
Along with the bones of my heart?
Why do I still look the part
Of a girl I never wanted to be?
Would she have been proud of me?
Why is it I even care?
She wasn't even aware
Of the bodies she left in her wake
She was practiced, calloused, fake
She was desperate and searching and new
And God, aren't I that, too?
What if we're one in the same?
What if we always share a name?
What if this new evolution
Is far from my once-thought revolution
What if I'll always be hers,
Always called in by her siren lures?
What if I'm claimed from the start?
And there's absolutely no way to restart --
NO!
Who I am is not who I was
Who I am is not who I was
Even if it is a lie
I need these words to survive
Who I am is not who I was
Who I am is not who I
Who I am is not who
Who I am is not
Who I am is
Who I am
Who I
Who?
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