Lucius’s
head shot up so fast he had to take a moment to regain ocular focus.
“You have a sister?” His mind wandered back to Arianna as
he asked, and his hand flew up over his heart where the useless
lighter remained. A curse bubbled up to his tongue, but he kept it in
that weed-like corner of frustration in his mind. With all the recent
events, he had nearly forgotten his purpose for coming here. It was
hard to believe that a couple days could block out years of memories,
but Lucius felt strangely detached from the normal world, and that
included everyone from it. Even Arianna. This time, he did utter a
rough phrase of self-condemnation.
Mikhail
tilted his head, although Lucius wasn’t sure if it was to
consider the question or if some anger had shown itself on Lucius’s
features. Hopefully not the latter. “Eh,” Mikhail
started, taking care to run his words through a filter, “y-yeah.
Six years older.” He stopped to see if Wila or Lucius would
take the conversation onto a different course. They didn’t, so
he kicked the trunk with the side of his sneaker and continued. “Her
n-name’s Veronika.”
“Veronica?”
Lucius tried the word out and felt that he had terribly butchered it.
It didn’t help that most people in his town had simple names
and gave similar ones to their children. Arianna included, he
thought, determined to involve his adopted sister as often as possible.
Of course, he would never actually forget her.
The
boy raised an eyebrow at the pronunciation, but shrugged as if he got
that a lot. He got to his feet, shaking the branch a bit, and glanced
upwards. Not much time could’ve passed since they entered the
forest, but it was likely somewhere around noon and Claud would be
less than pleased to find them gone. “Are we… done
h-here?”
Wila
set down a fierce “No” the same instant that Lucius
nodded and said “Yes”. The two glared at each other and
Lucius was glad for the few inches that let him glower down at Wila.
“Wila,
can’t you go kill people alone?” Lucius snapped,
irritation stomping on his fear of her. “Unlike you,
I don’t constantly entertain the idea of stabbing someone and
would rather just go back. Immediately.”
“First
off, I don’t constantly
want to murder someone, that’s
ridiculous,” Wila
started, just as annoyed. She screwed up her mouth into a dry smile.
“And for all that you say that, I’m sure you somewhat
agree.”
“Ah?”
Lucius was taken back by her response. He had expected vehement
orders to continuing searching, or at the very least an argument. A
part of him screamed to stop where this conversation was heading. The
curious part of him, fueled by a dragging anger, won over. “What
do you mean?”
“Luc,
there’s a reason we’re all in this place,” she
said. A dramatic hand gesture in the air. “It’s because
all of us want something. We all want something enough that the voice
brought us here to let us steal it from each other. Now, I don’t
know what you want. I don’t need to nor want to know. But I do
know that you have that urge inside you, no matter how deeply
embedded it may be, and it must be particularly
strong if, out of
seven billion people, you were one of those chosen.” Wila began
to pace back and forth. “I’ll tell you right now that I
need some lives brought back, and I’m not afraid to act on my
reason for coming here. So what do you want?”
Lucius
was speechless. He ran his thumb over the dented corner of the
lighter, almost as a reminder for his brain. Arianna, he told
himself, but he didn’t say that. There was no way he could kill
someone… but it would bring Arianna’s family back. She
could have a good life. Not necessarily normal, since Lucius doubted
his power to change her social status, but a life with both parents.
Maybe she would even get a sibling. His indecision scared him. Was he
really considering murder?
Wila
saw his contemplation and chuckled. “You don’t have to
think it over extensively now. Like I said, I don’t want to
know. It’s just food for thought.” She shrugged and
kicked a patch of dirt, sending the earth flying. “Well, it was
also to show my side of the things.”
“…
Wila.” Mikhail’s
tone was disapproving and his tensed frame expressed the same.
Sliding down the tree, he raised his hand and paused as if to put it
on Lucius’s shoulder. Instead, he plucked a leaf from his hair
and let the breeze whap it onto another trunk. “Th-there’s
not need to go… into that.”
“Mikhail,
it’s fine,” Lucius said. His words came out a little
shaky. He grinded his teeth and spoke again. “Thanks for that
enlightening speech, Wila. I still want to go.”
“Yeah,
didn’t expect it to change your mind.”
Mikhail
looked between the two of them, a grimace forming. He settled for
stepping back and letting them figure it out. In the meantime, the
boy kept himself busy by inspecting the grass around him, which was as lush as a
balding man’s head. The patch around him was dying, it seemed.
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