I don't know what I ever did
I never meant to do a thing
I never meant to crush you
Though you seem to think you're crushed
I don't know what I could have done
To knock you off your tiny throne
You're so perfectly in control
Of this little world that you think you run
And yet you think that I’ve done something
I can't believe that I’m a threat
I'm just your average little girl
I just forget to conform most days
I like to be exactly who I am
No pretending that I’m like Barbie
No pretending for me
But oh yes
Something else that I forgot
You want me to be like that
That's what you understand
I suppose it scared you that I understood more
I suppose that you were comfortable
Waking every morning
And putting on your little painted mask
And walking into a room full of girls like you
With masks painted just like yours
I suppose you were comfortable
Where everyone was pretending to be real
Playing house like small children
Moving their friends around like little dolls
I suppose that you thought that that was real
Or as real as it could ever be
And that everyone was a pretender
Until I walked in
And you realized that real
Was not this silly game of masks
I suppose it was hard to see
That someone didn't need to be like that
Could leave the mask at home
And just be honestly flawed
Or could simply wear the mask unpainted
Wear it only to hide what's real
Never to replace what she was
So that no one would believe for a moment
That her mask was genuine
When I walked in
Did you think that you needed to find a way
To make me conform to your rules
And your over emphasized game of masks?
I never meant to be a threat to you
Never meant to be anything but real
I'm sorry that I've become that to you
But I'm even sorrier that I broke down
Sorry that I joined into your game of masks
Because I've borrowed your paints
And I've embellished on my mask
It's fit now to play in your games
No longer simply white and empty
It's covered in the reds you call passion
And the blues you call care
It’s filled from edge to edge
With the colors of fake emotion
And the black lines of your imaginary reality
You and I both know that this isn't real
That this façade could never come close
To the colors we both know I've shown
To the colors that we both know you possess too
You I both know that this simply isn't real
And we also both know
That I hate this game of masks…
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