I really like how you walked into my
heart so easily. Like the wind, you swept in so quickly, so
unexpectedly.
I couldn't see how you did it, how you
were so slick and full of caution, yet, you let nothing get to you.
You let nothing stop you from stealing my heart away.
Then you left so quickly, just as
quick as you came in, and you left me to be alone and to defend myself
from this terrible world that I could certainly not handle by
myself.
I tried to fill in the void, the empty
spot in my heart, the craving for you. Your smile, touch, I wanted, no, I
needed you. And you weren't
there.
But I convinced
myself you'd be back. You'd appear suddenly, and we'd be together. I
wouldn't have to feel that emptiness that filled me when you were
gone.
But you didn't
come back. You were gone. Gone for good, and I couldn't help but feel
abandoned. I couldn't help but feel alone in this wretched world,
without you by my side to protect me from what I didn't want to see.
I was left to fight
for myself, against things that were new to me. Like society, and
people, and everything that could possibly corrupt a pure soul.
I am not pure
anymore. All of the sorrow, hatred, and evil got to me within time, leaving me with nothing but small piece of myself.
I have been to hell
and back, I have battled against the world, and I have lost. I have
lost everything. My dignity, mind, heart, all of it. Because of you.
I've grown to hate
you. I didn't realize it before, but now that I can finally see
clearly, through the hate and evilness in the world, I can see right
through the lies.
You used me so you
could break me, right? You got my hopes
up, and made me feel safe, you made me love you, and when the time was
perfect, you left me, knowing what would happen, knowing that I
wouldn't be able to survive without you.
But I proved you
wrong. I proved to the world that there is at least one who will not
go down. I will fight, and fight, until there is nothing left of me.
I will go in honor.
I will find you,
and when I do, I will make you love me like I loved you. I will be
more powerful, and I will make you feel safe. I will make you think
that I don't know what you did to me. I will nurse you back to
health, and make you worth something. And when the time it right, I
will drop you.
I will leave you
all alone in the world that has become more cruel with time, I will
leave you in the middle of the night, when you're loving me the most,
and I will let you die.
I will let society
destroy whatever humanity you have left, whatever I brought to you, I
will let it fade away until you are nothing but a speck on the ground
that won't need a second look. All because you didn't love me when I
loved you.
I will do the same
thing to you, but it will be worse, because you won't pull through.
What happened to me, won't happen to you. Worse will come to you.
I will
let you see the pureness that I protected with my life. The last bit
of good in this awful world, but you will not touch it, for it is the
last precious thing that I have, because I am a survivor,
and I will not give you what you want, because of the fact that a low
life man came in, and corrupted me, with all of his evilness that he
lied about.
But I will tell you
as you're lying on the ground, dying, begging for me to give you
another chance. I will let you know one last thing, one thing that I
am both proud of, and disappointed about. I will tell you, the man
that destroyed me and everything that I was, everything that I could
have been, and everything that I was going to be. The man who I loved
and thought loved me, the man that lied about everything. The man
whose lips could not tell a single true thing. I will tell you, dear,
that I love you, and everything about you. How cold-hearted you were,
are, and I will let a single tear escape as the last three words you
will ever speak slip through your lips, “I love you.”
Which you made very hard! Honestly there is nothing here that I would suggest you change! You have done a wonderful job! 
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