Author's note: It's been a while so I'll give you guys a brief recap. Basically, Cowan was called for a meeting with the King and Isaac tells him not to shut Evrial out of his life. Now, he is with her, telling her why he's been out of sorts. Which is because the way Rachel was killed is exactly how his younger brother, Xavier was killed. Hope you enjoy!
Finally, she answered him,
"I understand. You could have just told me that though. It is amazing to
think that only yesterday, our lives were so simple. Although we did not think
it then, I believe it was a lot simpler then now. All we were worried about was
keeping us hidden and doing what we had to do. Now there is a murderer in the
castle and everything I thought I knew is wrong.”
"I don't understand...everything
you knew is wrong?” He pulled away from her a little, to see her face. To his
dismay, her expression didn’t reveal anything.
She looked up into his eyes
and started to explain, “I went to the King today, after our dispute,” she sighed
and tears threatened to come forth again, “I should start from the beginning
before telling you about that. Cowan, I haven’t exactly been honest with you
and I would understand if you need a while to think about this.”
“I’ll be fine, Evrial. We
have already promised each other that nothing will come between us.” He smiled
at her, trying to be reassuring even though his heart ached to know what she
had to tell him.
She returned his smile
half-heartedly before continuing, “This is a bit difficult for me to say. I
have kept this part of me hidden for so long that saying it aloud feels
unnatural. Please, I beg of you not to be angry. I am a creature of shapes. I
have two shapes. That of a Vorg and the other of a hawk.”
She winced as the words left
her mouth and he tried his best not to react badly. He stood up, not able to
stay sitting and started pacing the room. His love interest wasn’t human…she
was a creature. He had kissed a creature. So many emotions clouded his mind
that he couldn’t decipher how he felt about the news.
Evrial looked into his eyes and he could tell
she was searching for some response. He knew it wasn't fair to stay silent but
he needed to think before he spoke. He couldn’t tell yet if he was angry,
scared or just plain shocked.
"We both neglected our
promise of no secrets so I can’t begrudge you for that. I don’t know what to
think…you’re a Vorg? W-what exactly is that?” He tried not to sound harsh but
it didn’t quite escape his voice.
She sighed deeply before
responding, "Cowan, you must understand the reason I couldn't tell you. It
was such a risk; especially with you being the second in command! I knew you
wouldn't betray me but I never told you because I am a coward. I knew you
wouldn’t turn me in but I was scared that you wouldn’t want to have anything to
do with me anymore. A Vorg is basically a saber tooth except a lot bigger and a
lot stronger."
"I do understand. It’s
just a hard thing to process that you aren’t even human. Are you Hainian?” He
knew his history. He knew that King Isaac banished the race to Lithian when he
got rid of magic but never before had he met one. Well, that he knew of before
now.
“Yes, I learned that today.
When I went to King Isaac, he knew about me. He didn’t hang me like I expected
him to. He smiled at me and explained my heritage. I am so awfully confused. I
went to him to talk about Rachel’s murderer and he ended up telling me so many
things about myself that I didn’t even know.”
“Wait…Rachel’s murderer?
What do you mean?” The news unsettled him and he didn’t want to know how she
would know anything about it.
She sighed again and looked
at him with a sassy look in her eyes, “If you would have listened to me this morning,
you would already know this. The thing that killed her isn’t human. It was
another creature of shapes. Although not one like me. This race goes by the
name Crassus and they are sick, brutal beasts that take pleasure in torturing[RM1] .”
“Well, that would certainly
explain things. Does Isaac agree with you?”
She nodded her head and
said, “Yes. He has heard of them before and I guess he suspected as much
himself.”
“Hmmm…”
She took a deep breath
before saying, "I know. It was a big thing for me to learn. I don't even
know myself as well as I thought either. I knew that the Crassus existed but to
think that one was in the castle. I would never have thought. I know that this
changes things but please don't let this ruin what we have.” Her voice cracked
as she spoke and she stood up to face him. Her face held such emotion that he
couldn't bear it anymore. No matter how angry he was at her, he could never
give her away. He wrapped her in his arms again and they just stood there
silently.
"I guess I should tell
you this," he whispered into her hair, "We don't have to be secret.
The King knows and he seemed perfectly alright with it. I guess now that we
know your past, we know that you are 'worthy' of me. Actually, he told me I
didn’t deserve you.”
She chuckled and said, “It’s
about time you realized that.”
He scoffed playfully,
pretending to be offended.
“Well if I don’t deserve
you, we better put an end to this. I wouldn’t want to drag you down in your
social life.” He pulled away from her and crossed his arms, eyebrows raised.
“You’re right. You will
bring my status well below average. I suppose you must leave now.”
Damn it. She wasn’t supposed to play along. She was supposed to fawn over him and
make him feel better about himself. Why he expected that, he didn’t know. He
should realize by now that she would take any chance she could to flaunt her
wittiness.
She smiled as if reading his
mind and said, “Go along! Shoo!”
He glared at her and tackled
her in a hug. She squealed and laughed as he placed a kiss on her lips. He wasn’t
going let her win. When he let go, she was laughing so hard she had tears in
her eyes. He missed that smile. It had only been a day since he'd seen it but
it seemed like an age.
Finally able to breathe, she
smiled at him and wrapped her arms around him in a more dignified manner. There
she stayed, with her black hair flowing down her back; her eyes with a spark
back in them. This is what he loved her for.
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