Chapter 1
The
morning light filtered its way through the window, spreading its purple rays
over Evrial’s straw bed. She opened her heavy eyes and quickly shut them again
as they adjusted to the new light shining into them. Morning has come,
she smiled faintly and yawned, trying not to think about the work that the new
day brought with it. She groaned as she swung herself out over the edge of her
bed and gasped when her bare feet touched the cold, stone floor. While scolding
herself for being so careless for letting the fire go out, she stoked the coal,
hoping some hot embers would show themselves. Seeing that there was none, she
started it up again easily from years of practice. She grinned as warmth began
to spread itself over her; banishing the chill of the spring air.
The
snow on the ground was already melted but that winter chill still nipped at her
body. Evrial hated winter and couldn't wait till all symptoms of it
disappeared. The cold seasons brought on extra work to keep warm and gave the
noble ladies something extra to complain about. If only they knew the work
that is involved, then they would really have something to complain about. A
smile tugged at her lips as she imagined Lady Castel in the kitchen.
"What
are you smirking about this early in the morning? You're usually all frowns at
this time.” She felt her heart flutter as she turned towards the young man now
standing beside her. She shifted, slightly uncomfortable as she realized she
wasn't dressed and was still in her white nightgown. She relaxed as Cowan’s
grinning face came into view. She noticed he was already in his black uniform
with his sword at his hip, which she briefly glanced at. The snake carved
pommel sent a shiver down her spine as it usually did when she laid eyes on it
but she passed it off, not wanting to ruin the morning.
She
didn't bother with a formal "curtsy" greeting and ignored his
question, "You're up early, Cowan.” He shook his head humorously and
quietly laughed which she returned with a smile. Her breath caught in her
throat as he crossed the small distance between them. She ignored the irregular
beat of her speeding heart and welcomed his embrace with open arms. She held
her breath involuntarily as he stroked her long, black hair and rested her head
on his broad shoulder. It had been too long since his arms were wrapped around
her waist. Too long since she felt his strong chest beneath her head. Too
long since...as if reading her mind, he lifted her chin with his knuckle
and she had to reach up on the tips of her toes to meet his lips.
She
reluctantly pulled away from him in attempt to hide the blush that had creeped
on her face and crossed the room to her window. She gazed out at the beautiful
sunrise and tried to steady her heartbeat as he drew near again. They watched
in silence as the horizon turned from deep purple to the vibrant pinks and
oranges it was now. She didn't want the sun to rise anymore. Cowan had to leave
as soon as it did. She wouldn't mind the day going by so quickly but Cowan finally
had the time to spend with her and she didn't want to put an end to it.
Cowan
tightened his grip around her waist, pulling her closer than she already was
and placed his lips near her ear, "I have to go…I hate to go on like this.
Seeing you only every once in a while. Sneaking around the halls to be with
you.”
“I
know. I don’t necessarily like it but it is for the best that we remain secret.
You are more aware of all the rules than I am but I understand.” As she spoke,
she felt her spirit begin to slowly dissipate into nothing. She knew that her
future with him could cause scandal and he could very well lose his position.
She didn’t want that.
“Just
for now…regardless, I will try to see you more often. Are you serving at the
ball later this week?"
She
nodded, "Yes, I am and no, we cannot leave. The Captain will miss
your presence; especially since it's your first ball to plan safely. I would
prefer it that I’m responsible if something goes wrong and you’re not there.
Cowan," her voice softened as his name tumbled from her lips. She forced a
smile on her face and turned towards him, "it's fine. You have
responsibilities just as I do, and I know that they are overwhelming at times
but it will not get in the way of this. You don't have to try and make
me feel loved because I know I am. I understand that your time is demanded
elsewhere.” He smiled and she could feel his gratitude.
She
looked up to his face, getting lost in his beautiful green-gold eyes for a
moment but she knew they couldn’t afford to dawdle for any longer. Every muscle
protested and screamed at her to stay in his arms but she moved away from him,
"You should get going. Even though our tasks won't get in the way, I'm
sure that if someone caught you skulking about," she clicked her tongue
and smirked, trying to lighten the mood, "that would be the end of both of
us."
Cowan
smiled playfully but before he left the room, he paused by the door; a more
serious expression on his strong face, "Thank you Evrial, for
understanding." She nodded and watched his masculine figure disappear
through the small wooden door. She sighed deeply and looked around her
chambers. It wasn't made up of much. Only a straw bed that mercifully had a
warm blanket, a nightstand beside it, and a small washing chamber. The closet
against the wall was only big enough to fit her work dress and a becoming gown
that she hardly ever wore. Looking around her room, her heart filled with
despair as she started washing her face with the cloth in the wash basin. The
cold water stung her face as she scrubbed at it but it was time to face the
day...and reality.
After
a few moments of refreshing her sleepy features, she left her room humming a
tune that she heard the night before. The musician that had played during King
Isaac's dinner sang old songs of legend. She even dared to sing a song about
the magic that had roamed over the lands before the King's sudden banishing of
it. The song was once popular before he banished anything to do with magic and
she vaguely remembered the lyrics. Evrial had held her breath the whole song
and was relieved when the King didn't have her hanged instantly or dragged down
away from the stage. The music had enchanted her and she couldn't explain the
feeling that stirred in her last night. It felt like a memory, yet so much more
distant than those of when she was a child. It felt so strangely familiar yet
so foreign. She tried to dismiss it as her imagination but whenever she put any
thought into it, that same feeling crept back into her mind.
Evrial
slipped into the empty kitchen and busied herself making a fresh loaf of bread.
She added more water into the dough until it felt sticky enough to make a good
loaf. After kneading it and putting it over the enclosed fire, she busied
herself doing the few dishes she had made while waiting for it to be ready. It
still wasn't ready so she kept cleaning the kitchen and making other breakfast
foods. The room had slowly filled with other kitchen staff but no one seemed to
notice that she had been there first. Typical of Havana to notice when I am
a minute late but not when I am a whole half hour early. She shook her head
as the head servant walked in the kitchen to oversee what was happening, giving
off such airs as if she were someone of importance. Someone needed to make her
realize that in the end, to the King, she was just another servant.
Even
with the old witch watching their every move, Evrial felt relatively happy.
Whether or not it had anything to do with Cowan's visit that morning, she
couldn't decide. Whenever she spent time with him her feelings jerked and
twisted in so many different directions; happiness because he was with her,
sadness because she couldn't see a possible future without arousing trouble for
his profession. Who would care about who she married but for the Captain's sub?
She vaguely remembered her foster-Mother telling her some nonsense about the
set standards for anyone close to the king but she didn’t dare hope that she
would find herself in such a position. She couldn’t remember exactly why it was
so important who the Captain married but she knew it had something to do with
some infiltration of the past.
Havana's
reeking breath was on her neck before she realized that she was staring into
oblivion, "Miss Evrial," the head servant spoke with such a tone that
would appear sweet to anyone, except to those who knew the deadly meaning
behind it, "I would suggest that you get a move on with your chores.
There's a whole new stack of dishes just screaming your name. We wouldn't want
to disappoint them.” She pointed her wrinkled finger towards the heaping pile
of dishes that had accumulated over the past hour. Evrial wanted to yell at her
and show the old hag the things she had done already but like a
"humble" servant, she held her tongue. One minute, just one minute
alone with you and you would be dead...
She
had hoped to escape the chore and go up to serve breakfast so that she could
see Cowan sitting at the assigned table for the guards. Sighing, she started at
the pile of dishes. Perhaps this was fate telling her that something truly
horrible would happen if she went up, for example, maybe their relationship
would be discovered. She sighed again and plunged her hands into the steaming
water to wash the dishes. She was grateful for the silence. Everyone had gone
up except Mr. Cander. He had been like a father to her ever since she was sent
to the castle as a servant. He always treated her as an equal but never once
hesitated to reprimand her if necessary. He soothed her when she was hurt or
sad and watched over her when she came down with any sickness she caught. She
owed her life to him and couldn't imagine what the castle would have been like
without him. She was grateful for his company for all those lonely years and he
had definitely earned her utmost respect, which was something the old hag,
Havana would never have from her.
Mr.
Cander walked over silently about half way through the giant stack and started
drying the dishes with a towel. He smiled sweetly before saying with a hint of
curiosity in his hoarse voice, "It's alright there, Evrial. You'll see
your young man soon enough.” The breath in her throat caught and she gaped at
the old man in surprise. Before she could query how in the high heavens he knew
anything about it, Mr. Cander just simply assured her, "Oh don't you
worry. I’ve known you far too long for you to keep any secrets from me. Not to
mention, I've had a good look at many young couples in my fifty-eight years and
I know one when I see one."
It
wasn’t the fact that he knew that bothered her; it was that he found out
without her telling him. She knew he considered her his “adopted daughter” as
he put it and wondered if he was mad about that fact. She decided not to ask.
They
continued doing dishes in silence for a few minutes before Mr. Cander said,
"You're wondering how I know, aren't you?" Evrial nodded her head,
feeling the heat on her cheeks increase but the man continued with a smile on
his aging face, "Well, every once in a while, you’re extra chipper and it
always happens to be when I’ve seen that guard boy walking around these halls.
At first I dismissed it but then it happened all too often. I also walked by
your rooms this morning. Heard a voice and recognized it. I didn't want to pry
so I kept on walking but...well, what I know can't be unknown to me. He's a
good catch and very much worthy of yourself, Evrial. That's something because
even the Crowned Prince doesn't deserve your attention, but a word of advice,
be a little more careful.”
Evrial
cleared her throat and turned towards him, “I’m sorry, Sezza. I should have
told you but I was just afraid. I know that you know that he isn’t just any
guard boy. He is the Captain’s substitute when he decides to retire. Which
presents more than the usual problems when it comes to a relationship.” As she
finished speaking, servants started coming back with empty platters. He smiled
and winked but didn’t respond to her worry. She was thankful that even though
he was aging, he still had a good sense of discretion.
Once
they started tackling the new stack of dishes, most of the servants had come
back. Havana took the opportunity while they were all gathered to shout loudly
to the servants that stood below her ‘office’,
"The King and Queen have decided that it is time to give new attire for
those here below. They want your measurements within the hour or you will not
get one.” Bursts of excited chatter could be heard as everyone bustled
about. They all paired up with one another to measure each other.
"Evrial!
Evrial!" Rachel, a young servant girl pushed her way through the crowd
until she reached her, "Do you have someone to measure yet?" When
Evrial shook her head, the girl didn't give her a choice. Rachel took her by
the arm and dragged her off to her room.
Rachel's
room wasn't any different than her own. Very simple and plain but had
everything she would need. Maybe not everything she wanted but needed, yes. The
only thing Rachel had that she did not was a small basket of needles and yarn
beside a rocking chair. She went directly for it and started scrounging around
until she pulled out a measuring string. They measured each other and wrote
them down on the single piece of paper that they could afford to spare. As they
kept busy, they talked about the coming ball, what their new dresses might look
like and everything else that didn't matter.
Evrial
glanced down at the brown dress she wore. It was old and faded and torn but she
would miss it. It was too big for her which made it look odd at the sides but
she loved the space it provided. She knew that her new dress would fit her
perfectly and she hoped that she would be able to move freely in it. She's seen
the noble ladies in corsets so tight that she often wondered how they danced in
them, let alone breathe.
With
their measurements done, Evrial offered to bring the girl's as well. Rachel
accepted her offer with thanks and stayed in her room as she left. She went
down long hallways and up the winding steps to get to the castle's seamstress.
She hoped she would, by chance, pass Cowan on her way but was disappointed as
she came to the shop without a trace of him. She left their measurements with
the bubbly woman and went back down to her room. It had been a full morning and
it would all start over again in half an hour for lunch. She used those few
moments to catch some of the sleep that she lost in the early hours with her
guard.
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