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words left unsaid, thoughts left unread



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Thu Mar 18, 2021 3:49 am
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blueca says...



read my thoughts, speak my words.


unlike the thread title suggests, feel free to read the poems here. i am a walking contradiction, so i figured this might as well reflect that.

i'm glad i joined yws when i did, it's the perfect amout of time to establish myself before napo this year. my goal is at least fifteen poems during the month, ideally spaced so i post one every other day. that probably won't happen, though.

don't be surprised if it gets a little strange in here.

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CWS FOR THREAD

(updated as appropriate)
swearing and mature language
themes of depression
implied suicidal thoughts
weapons
injury mention


you may not be in the proper headspace to read these poems. that's okay.
Last edited by blueca on Mon Apr 12, 2021 1:20 am, edited 2 times in total.
  





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Thu Apr 01, 2021 3:26 am
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1.)

poems of love are everywhere
the eyes
the kiss
the hand through the hair

love is in the air
love is all you need
can you feel it tonight?

i don't fucking care.
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Thu Apr 01, 2021 8:28 pm
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2.)
nobody can hear me anymore
not like they could ever listen
not like my words mean something
not like they're any good
they never mattered
though i may try
to get you
to hear
me
  





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Tue Apr 06, 2021 5:53 pm
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3.)
blue is not sad
blue is not happy
the blue of the moon
the blue of the water
both deeper than what meets the eye

i am not sad
i am not happy
my tears are not those of mourning
my eyes are not quite grey
but a dull, sparkling blue
i can't beleive it's not gender!
artim/artos/artims/arself
my name is the same as my user, or you can call me jan Laso!

romance makes me uncomfortable, please don't.
  





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Tue Apr 06, 2021 6:01 pm
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4.)
a lone star winking
single diamond in the void
one is more than none
i can't beleive it's not gender!
artim/artos/artims/arself
my name is the same as my user, or you can call me jan Laso!

romance makes me uncomfortable, please don't.
  





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Wed Apr 07, 2021 8:55 pm
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5.)

time pushes forward
if i want it to or not
it skips and slows in my slumber
but never quite stops

give me my moment
let me go back
or stretch it forever
my memory still cracks

what happened yesterday
and the day before then
i'm losing my time
but i can’t recall when
Last edited by blueca on Mon Apr 12, 2021 1:33 am, edited 1 time in total.
  





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6.)

if you wish for nothing
it means you want nothing more
so you don’t understand my
wish for nothing at all
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Sat Apr 10, 2021 11:50 pm
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7.)
thoughts
prayers
do either have meaning?
why are they provided?
i do not want them
or to be in them
at least
not yours.
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Sat Apr 10, 2021 11:56 pm
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8.)
the night is quiet
it has never frightened me
but you fear the dark
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9.)
i don’t want to see
myself in the mirror
as i continue to wear
this fucking mask

i don’t want to hear
all the painful mumbling
my brain leaks out
while i try to sleep

i don’t want to say
a single word about it
since previous attempts
have left my throat bleeding
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10.)
pain in the shoulder
of someone i adored
trying to save
the person i aimed for
in a cruel twist of fate
i ended my idol's life
but the truly cruel one
was i, for holding the knife
  





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11.)
crimes againts nature?
nature has no laws.
beasts tromp and murder
tear flesh with their claws.

the opposite of nature
is human, humans say
but we were born from something
and nature lets us stay.
  





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12.)
sitting.
staring.
cluttered floor
empty walls.
the cage
has no lock.
and yet.
sitting.
staring.
trapped.
  





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Thu Apr 22, 2021 4:04 am
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13.)
the optimist thinks there is no thing as impossible
impossible is what the magician can do
both are looked down upon, they look back up
who, in the end, is the fool?
  








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