Hey there! This is really neat. Lovecraftian eldritch beings, game designers, and forbidden(?) love. Very cool. It's got a nice flow, with good sentence length/construction variation and a distinct voice/style, what with it being a letter to a mysterious eldritch creature. I found the words in bold a bit disconcerting though, because although they definitely give off a stranger vibe than italics, I didn't find the emphasis really necessary for the words it was used on (and I couldn't think of any way to emphasize it in my head other than how italics emphasize words), so I kept looking back and forth at the four bolded words, trying to see if there was some connection between them, some reason why they were bolded but others weren't. I couldn't see any connection, and it pulled me out of the story. If you were to keep it, I'd maybe recommend bolding some other words with similar emphasis, to make it more obvious that this is just the way the narrator talks/writes, and not some hidden message. Or make it a hidden message, because that would also be neat, and keeping in line with the mysteriousness of the letter.
And that reminds me - it all fits together like one letter, not a bunch of separate letters, so I'm not sure why the title has "letters" plural. Another little thing that might just be me, but the whole what name to call Ezekiel felt a bit unnecessary, (it's a cool idea, I'm just not sure if it added much to the story) and I don't know the story behind Ezekiel offhand, so it pulled me out of the story because I then wanted to look up the biblical Ezekiel to understand the reference, instead of continuing reading this story.
I'm also feeling a bit unsatisfied at the end, and I think that might have to do with the fact that nothing came of the semiromance with Ezekiel, and not a lot actually happened in the story. The moment when we expect to have some sort of conflict - the moment when the writer (presumably?) rejects Ezekiel and gives him "his new scars" - we don't even get to see, or know what actually happened. I know it's Lovecraftian and supposed to be all mysterious and you can guess what happened, but there's been all this hinting and foreshadowing that something dramatic is going to happen, and then we don't even see it. After all, isn't that why the narrator is writing this letter in the first place, to confess about whatever they did? (that reminds me: why has it been so long, as said at the start of the letter? I'm assuming the narator and the addressee of the letter are together, and haven't broken up - although that might make more sense if the letter is sort of an apology to explain the narrator's point of view on the subject.)
My last nitpick is related to the foreshadowing - Ezekiel is described in such a way that I suspected (but wasn't completely sure) that he wasn't human, and instead was some kind of eldritch creature similar to the addressee of the letter. This is hinted in such a way that I read it as foreshadowing, and thought it would be certain to be important later in the story, but instead nothing really happens with it. He never does anything obviously inhuman, revealing hiself to the world and affecting the story in some way - why, he doesn't even lose his job at the end! (I don't know why, I thought that was going to happen for some reason...)
Anyways, I love the tone and style of this story, it's creepy in a definitely Lovecraftian way, but is actually way more interesting to read than Lovecraft because there was all this backstory to figure out with the letter writer and the addressee and Ezekiel and the game. At times it felt like there was more to infer than to actually read, but overall this was a really fun story to read and review! I hope I've said something helpful, and I'd love to read more from you!
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