Let Me Go

The days have gone dark

I no longer feel

That I have a heart

My head reels

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My vision has disappeared

Things have gotten worse

This is what I feared

I am falling back

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Back to where I was before

In this deep, dark hole

It is like I am keeping score

With the demons I keep inside

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Inside my brain

That nobody understands

I try to stop the pain

With the cuts on my hands

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My tears fall

It constantly rains

I used to have it all

Now I am nothing

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Nobody cares

It's a dark world

Full of selfishness

If only someone cared

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If someone cared

Maybe I would still have my hair

Maybe I would not be scarred

Maybe I would have a heart

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I no longer feel emotion

Or have any devotion

To anyone in my life

They didn't care

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My vision is back

I have made my decision

Once I let go

There's no turning back

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Let Me Go

I will feel no pain

There will be no loss

There will be no gain

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Nobody listened when I spoke

It was all an exaggeration

I wanted to die as soon as I woke

But I am just exaggerating

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My exaggeration is my reality

The reality that nobody sees

But me

I am done living in my reality

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I finally let go

Of the pain

Of the memories

Of the girl who was once happy

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The day is black

The day is gloomy

Everyone finally understands now

But I am not coming back