How could I have ever said I loved you?
You were a brother, how did I have those views?
And how am I supposed to heal from your bruises?
But I still cared
~~~
You first said that I was like a sister to you
But now I’m the idiot for even looking at you in a positive light
You said you aren't worthy of having love in any sight
But I still cared
~~~
“You are an Idiot”
“You are a terrible person”
“You are a creep”
But I still cared
~~~
I supported you when you were in living hell
I put my own cares on the shelf
I put you ahead of myself
But I still cared
~~~
But if I had any complaint you said you had it worse
I only slept three hours
Well you didn’t sleep at all
But I still cared
~~~
Sleepless nights
I was up till 12 am
Well you were up till 5 am
But I still cared
~~~
Family issues
My parents were arguing all day yesterday
Well your family is hanging on by threads
But I still cared
~~~
Useless fights go on and on
You patronized all my thoughts
I kept apologizing
But I still cared
~~~
I was like a marionette puppet to you
Being controlled by the will of the strings attached to me
You attached those strings you see
But I still cared
~~~
I’m going through stuff you couldn’t imagine
But I was always there for you
You drew me in like light to a moth
But I still cared
~~~
Even when I told you I wanted to die you didn’t give a crap
Now you hold a knife to your throat each night
And I could be there to say “It will be alright”
But I still cared
~~~
But you pushed me away
For almost kicking someone in self defense
And having my own views
But I still cared
~~~
Words can stab deeper than a sword
And your words did just that
They ripped my heart like a cat
But I still cared
~~~
I left you for my own safety
I didn’t want to die
Only thought about my death and sigh
But I still cared
~~~
Still didn’t bat an eye
While I just sit here and cry
You never knew me
But I still cared
~~~
I was not that sad miserable person
But you will never change
You are violent, pathetic, and angry
But I still cared
~~~
I wish you could trust me again
No, I want to live free of an abuser
I don't want to be your fight defuser
But I still cared
~~~
And you can’t tell me that I am a horrible person
While you stand there and mock me
You were a towering dark figure
But I still cared
~~~
All I wanted to do was to check and see how you were
To make sure you weren’t dead on the curb
Or cutting yourself in the bathroom
I still care just not as much as before
~~~
You left me scarred yet I was the one to apologize
You took no blame for yourself
I hurt you, yes, but you hurt me too
I don't care anymore
~~~
All I ask of you
Don’t frame me as a bad person
We are all human
I don't care
Points: 19
Reviews: 26
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