Of Loss and Love: chapter three
Love is a friend, a fire, a heaven, a hell, where pleasure, pain, and sad repentance dwell
[Richard Barnfield]
The following day I entered the library and silently contemplated over the possible reasons why I had been summoned here. The slim, gray haired man that was my uncle, sat in a large arm chair behind a thick oak desk, quill in hand, with Lord Sébastian standing over his shoulder passing over scrolls to sign.
“Ah, Rosaline! Please, sit,” said Uncle Maurice without looking up at me. “I shall be with you in a moment.”
I took the seat opposite his and looked around the circular, two levelled library as if trying to recall a distant memory.
Everything within the chamber seemed to have lost its beauty since my uncle’s reign. The shelves that had once brimmed with priceless ancient texts dating back to the creation of Asinya, were now replaced with white leather bound reformist material. The enormous wooden floor globe that had once stood so proudly at the centre of the chamber was now covered in a thick layer of dust. The intricately designed fireplace carved with mermaids, baby cherubs, unicorns and other fantastical creatures no longer carried paintings of my forefathers on its mantle, instead, it lay bare, almost lifeless under a large oil painting of my uncle and aunt.
Several seconds of silence passed, broken only by the occasional scratching of quill to parchment until Lord Sébastian briskly collected the signed papers and gave me a smug smile before leaving.
“THE EARL OF SELTSHIRE AND HIS GRACE THE DUKE OF ODIN!”
With a look of confusion, I turned and watched the two members of King Frederick’s Privy Council enter the library. The taller of the two was Sir Edward Francis, Earl of Seltshire and King Frederick’s new brother-in-law, in his hands he carried a large ornate golden chest rimmed with pearls. The other was a man who I recognised to be Cedric Brereton, Duke of Odin. In his hands he carried a rolled up piece of parchment. Both bowed to the direction of my uncle before lowering their heads towards me.
“Lady Rosaline,” smiled Sir Edward. “May I present you with this gift...”
I looked over at Uncle Maurice in confusion as Sir Edward settled the golden chest onto the desk.
“Well...aren’t you going to open it?” Uncle Maurice asked.
Still puzzled, I opened the lid of the chest. There, upon a piece of smooth crimson velvet, lay the most exquisite diamond and ruby necklace I had ever seen.
“It’s beautiful,” I said, running my fingers across the sparkling jewels. “But, who sent this?”
“It is a gift from His Majesty King Frederick,” said Sir Edward.
I felt my heart sink to the depths of my stomach. “But, I don’t understand. I gave him no such cause.”
Sir Edward glanced over at Uncle Maurice briefly before continuing. “Lady Rosaline, we have been sent by His Majesty to offer you his hand in marriage.”
Panic and fear hit me like a spear in the heart. I felt as though I could no longer breathe...
“Do you hear that, Rose?” chuckled Uncle Maurice, heartily. “It seems that Frederick has fallen in love with you!”
“What?” I gasped, faintly. “But...but why, Uncle?”
Uncle Maurice flinched slightly before calmly facing Sir Edward and the Duke of Odin. “Please excuse me...” he smiled, before ushering me through the second room of the library, making sure to close the doors behind him.
“Rose, why are you making such a fuss?” he asked irritably.
“Uncle, I don’t understand-”
“What is there to understand? King Frederick has expressed his desire to take another wife, and after yesterdays banquet he has decided that he desires you above all other women in the dominion to be that next wife.”
Uncle Maurice appeared oblivious to the agony appearing on my face as he unflinchingly continued. “Now, what will happen is you will accept the proposal, after which the matter shall be discussed by both our Privy Councillors so as to address any objections,” his thoughts drifted slightly as he continued. “I am sure some from among Frederick’s council will – regretfully - express their opposition to such an alliance...but others more supportive of my succession - namely King Frederick's advisor, Lord Wotton and his sect of like-minded reformists will be more than happy to give their consent to this matrimony. Then, if all goes well, as I predict it will, you shall marry the king of Genevere by the end of this month.”
I felt my entire body begin to shake in anger. “And I have no say in any of this?”
“Of course not!” the lack of emotion in his tone of voice made tears swell up in my eyes. “What did you honestly expect me to do, ask for your permission? Before your father died he made me promise that I would keep you happy-”
“- you think that by marrying King Frederick I shall be happy?” I asked, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.
“Of course, Rose! Frederick is one of the wealthiest and most powerful kings in the entire Eastern Realm! He will settle upon you a handsome yearly allowance, you will be given the title of queen, your children shall inherit an entire Kingdom-”
“-I do not care for riches and the title of queen!”
“Don’t be silly, Rosaline,” smiled Uncle Maurice as though I were a child that had just been caught lying. “What girl does not dream of one day becoming a queen?”
“A GIRL LIKE ME!” I shouted, not caring that members of King Frederick’s court were standing just outside the room. “Uncle, please...I implore you...if you truly care for my happiness then you will allow me to live a simple and uncomplicated life with a simple and uncomplicated marriage-”
“Marriage to King Frederick will be simple...”
“NO IT WILL NOT, UNCLE!” I protested desperately. “Marriage to a man like King Frederick will only bring with it loneliness and suffering. We have nothing in common! He hasn’t fallen in love with me, he barely even knows me!”
“He does not require to know you, time will settle that, for now – since his daughters have been declared unfit to rule - he needs an heir to the throne and you, my dear, will be the one to provide him with one -”
“AND WHAT IF I CAN’T?” I yelled. “What will he do with me then, replace me like he has replaced his first wife? Is that what you want for me, Uncle, to face the pain that Queen Renata must now face? Please uncle; I’ve barely had time to mourn my dead father-”
Uncle Maurice calmly clasped his fingers together and stared back at me emotionlessly. “Rose, whether you like it or not, you will have to do as I say.”
“Uncle, I can’t...” I said faintly, bursting into tears. “I beg you...”
“You must!” flinched Uncle Maurice, “for this issue is not just about you or Frederick. It is also about the future of my son...”
“Julian?” I repeated, hurriedly wiping the tears from my face. “What has he to do with all this?”
“King Frederick has assured me that his current alliance with the Venan Islands’ royal family means that he will almost definitely be able to negotiate Julian’s early release from prison.”
“You mean he can finally come home?”
“Yes, once you accept King Frederick’s proposal, he has promised to work on Julian’s immediate release.”
I sunk down into the chair beside me and felt my heart sink. Growing up, Julian had been like the brother that I had never had. He was nothing like the rest of his family and had always treated me as though I were his own sister, standing up for me when no one else would or could, even if that meant disobeying his own parents in the process. I would do anything to repay his generosity, but marrying a man that treated women as though they were his playthings? How could I possibly go through with it?
“I have nothing more to say to you on the matter except that after you formally accept the proposal I shall be announcing the news of the marriage to court later in the evening. Also, I will make immediate arrangements for you to stay at your mother's residence at Emure Court for the remainder of the month until the wedding. Seeing as you will become a bride-to-be and you no longer are the Princess of this kingdom, your chambers will be prepared for my daughter Isabel.”
“W-what about Nan?” I asked, my voice trembling slightly. “Will she...can she come with me?”
“No. As of today the Lady Odette will no longer be serving you...”
“But-”
“You will now go back to the Earl and Duke and accept the proposal.”
***
Tears ran down my cheeks as I walked through the deserted outdoor corridors leading up to my quarters.
I stopped for a moment to look around the castle gardens up ahead and could just about make out the largest water fountain of all surrounded by neat green hedges and beds of roses where Julian and I would come during the summer. Together we would venture out into the river bank and feed the swans, catch frogs, and persuade our private tutors to do our day’s lessons by the bank. Further away from the fountain and river were the training grounds where Julian and I would ride our horses together and race one another. I remembered how he would always let me win, even though it would anger his father, all to keep me happy.
Those memories seemed like a lifetime away and recalling them made me realise that what I was doing was right. And so, with a heavy heart, I continued to walk down the corridors towards my quarters, the words of my father ringing in my ears.
I have made limitless sacrifices for the welfare of my family and when I am gone I hope one day you will do the same.
I had to marry King Frederick; for the sake of my cousin and the future of my father's kingdom...it had to be done...
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links to other chapters
http://www.youngwriterssociety.com/topic53716.html (chapter 1)
http://www.youngwriterssociety.com/topic53746.html (chapter 2)
http://www.youngwriterssociety.com/topic53888.html (chapter 4)
http://www.youngwriterssociety.com/post616970.html (chapter 5)
http://www.youngwriterssociety.com/topic54589.html (chapter 6)
http://www.youngwriterssociety.com/topic55095.html (chapter 7)
http://www.youngwriterssociety.com/post644335.html (chapter 8.
http://www.youngwriterssociety.com/post652505.html (chapter 9.
http://www.youngwriterssociety.com/topic59246.html (chapter 10.
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