I swallow, "When I drink, I can't stop. It hurts to know that I hurt you, Jae. I don't want to ever take those chances with however many kids we have."
,,,,,,,,,,,,, Jackie
I bring my hands over my stomach, taking a deep breath and trying to stop the pain.
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I move a hand to the side of her face, "W-we can control it, together. Don't do this, Rayah. You didn't hurt me. I'm not hurt. I'm... dazed, tired, but I'm fine."
``` Nic
I set a hand over hers and move closer, kissing her temple.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I study him and rest my forehead against his, "I have to, Jace. If I get mad at you...what'll happen? What I I hurt you then? I litterally just stabbed Jackie because I got mad at her." ,,,,,,,,,,,,,, Jackie
I swallow, "I-It hurts, Nic."
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I shake my head, tears welling in my eyes, and keep my forehead against hers, "Y-you can't hurt me, Ray. I know it. Please don't do this. I love you. You're it for me. I-there's nothing else. Please don't do this to me, to us."
``` Nic
I lean her against me, "I know, baby. Once we stop the bleeding, I'll fix it up and give you something for the pain. It'll be okay."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I study her before flashing up to the room and grabbing my present for her. Flashing back, I drop it at her feet and shoulder my bag, "I-I was going to propose to you on Christmas day. I was gonna prove that I really wanted that. Merry f**king Christmas to you, though. Sh*tty holiday for a Greek anyway."
I open a portal and jump through, landing back in my dorm at Yale. I stare at it for a second, hesitating, before sealing it off.
``` Nic
I hesitate before walking to the bathroom and getting the things I'd need. Coming back, I remove the towel and get to work.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I'm just about to answer, Rayah charging in and demanding that Nic gets out.
"Why?" I ask her.
"There doesn't need to be a f*cking reason. Now go live your perfect little sh*tty lives, and may Jace find the perfect little wh*re that he can find. Now go," She points out.
I raise an eyebrow, "Ray--"
"OUT."
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I stop before I get out of the parking lot, just sitting in my car instead. I turn the radio on and rest my head on the steering wheel, hating my very existence in that moment.
``` Nic
I study her, "What did he do? Where is he?"
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside