I don't hesitate, falling out of bed and rushing to dress. Once I'm covered, I lean against the bed and take my head in my hands. No, no, no. What did I just do?
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
Rayah rushes out and I curse myself mentally. Dammit. What if she thinks that the only reason I said those things before was to get this? She...She won't think that, will she? She knows me better than that, right?
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I get one of my moms pregnancy thingies and test myself, feeling like I'm about to faint. In three minutes it clickes and I check the results. No,No,No,NO!
I drop to the ground, taking my head in my hands and call Jace in. "JACE!"
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
...It takes more than two hours for that to come in positive. Lol. But okay. We'll go with it.
Jace
Rayah yells for me and I bolt towards the sound of her voice, finding her in a bathroom.
"No," I shake my head, "No, this isn't happening. I didn't..."
I swear half a million times and take my head in my hands again, sliding down to the floor. No! This isn't our future! Ray was supposed to go to college and get everything she wanted out of life! We weren't supposed to...Ugh!
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
Rayah starts crying and I go to her, wrapping my arms around her.
"I'm so sorry, Ray," I whisper, wanting to comfort her, "I-I didn't want this to happen. I mean, I did just not for another...seven years or something."
Oh, God...stop talking, Jace!
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
"Oh, god, Ray, I'm not leaving you," I kiss her forehead, "I'm not leaving you unless you want me to. You're not alone in this. I promise, you'll never be alone in this."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I swallow and glance up at Jesse and then back down at Rayah, not sure how to word things without screwing up. I leave it for Rayah to answer, letting her tell her.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside