Rayden Thorn:
I stood there watching the place that Reva had been only moments before.
"Dante, what just happened?" Dante flew down from his tree and sat on the top of my head like some outlandish hat.
"Which happening do you mean?" he said, I could hear the sarcasm in his voice. "Do you mean the foolhardy way you behaved and enraged Reva's pet? or do you mean the not having enough brains to outrun or fight off said enraged pet? or could you possible mean that pathetic courting display of yours?
I almost fell down in shock.
"Courting display! What are you talking about?!" I shouted, flapping a hand to get him off my head. he alighted on my forearm, watching me coolly.
"I thought then when two creatures like you do that thing-touch lips. That it is your primitive courting display, isn't it?"
I stared at him open mouthed, was he serious? did he actually think about things like this?! when I found my voice again I howled, sending him flying back into the tree.
"No! it is not a display-just no!" he shuffled along the branch.
"Then why did you kiss her? what purpose did it serve?" I sat down heavily on a rock groaning slightly.
"I don't know why I kissed her. It just kind of...happened." I could feel him roll his eyes at me.
"it did not just happen Rayden, it took some conscious thought on your part. It was neatly done though, I'll give you that- well, until you ruined it by panicking.
I looked up at him, bristling.
"You know you suck at making a guy feel better!" I knew it was a petty thing to say but I wasn't feeling nice just then.
"When have I ever tried to make you feel less guilty about something you've done wrong?" he said flatly.
I hated to admit it but he was right, I had done something wrong and I missed my chance to fix it for now.
"it's going to be awful trying to explain this to her." I mumbled thought my hands. "I don't know the reason I did it myself."
Dante landed lightly on my shoulders and settled himself down. I felt his spirit weave into mine as he connected our spirits. I sat there and watched in my minds eye as he sorted thought my thoughts and feelings, trying to make sense of it all. He often did this when I was troubled, sorted my "mental files" as he called them into some sort of order. he said it was easier to deal with problems if they were put in their proper place and not left lying about your mind.
"You exhausted Rayden, you've pushed yourself too hard after what happened yesterday. Your spirit feel fried right now,the edges are all tattered and frayed." he said out loud looking around into my face. I smiled ruefully.
"I am falling apart aren't I?" He pecked me hard on my neck, drawing a bead of blood.
"Don't say that! don't you even think such a thing!" he cried truly distressed now, I put my hands up.
"Alright, I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you." he settled down again and we sat there for a moment in silence.
"Rayden," Dante said breaking the stillness. "I want to meditate." I started and looked at him.
"Are you sure? you'll be in your weapon form for a while if you do." he shrugged noncommittally, I narrowed my eyes.
"Are you doing this for me? Dante I don't want you taxing yourself for me, I-"
"It's my choice, I wan to do it. Your too weak right now to heal all your won injuries. Reva stopped the bleeding but your still damaged underneath." He said softly ruffling his feathers.
No matter how much Dante verbally rebuked me, or told me how much of an idiot I could be, he was always so caring towards me. I reached up and stroked his feathers.
"Thank you old friend."
I changed my position so I was kneeling, sitting back on my heels. I placed my hands in my lap and closed my eyes.
"Ready?" Dante asked, I nodded.
I felt Dante blaze up slightly. I knew from experience what would happen, a ring of red flames would form around us and Dante would slowly burn away- to rise from his ashes again in the morning. He did this meditation often enough, but when he included me in it, the power he released somehow made it's way into my system. I would be returned to my previous physical state, all wounds gone. I sat there with the flames mounting around me and tried to clear my mind as Dante was always telling me to do, it was nearly impossible.
For years he had tried to train me in this art, he kept saying meditation of one sort or another helped center oneself mentally and spiritually. We had both given up on me ever fully understanding let alone learning how to completely let go. After much trial and error we did come up with a version that worked for me. I would imagine the seasons in they cycle, over,, and over and over again. This somehow calmed me and got me closer to that place where Dante went.
"Hey." the voice purred. my eyes snapped open, my hands tightened on Dante and I looked up- at the girl bounty hunter... what was her name again- Liz?
She stood there with her hands firmly planted on her hips and a dangerous light danced in her eyes.
"Desdemona, you really don't remember her?" she said again her voice shaking slightly. I shook my head.
"I still don't know who your talking about." her fists clenched up into fists so tight i wondered if her nails would draw blood. I slowly stood up and faced her head on, towering over her.
what is it with my sisters friends all being so short? my mind wandered for a moment as I looked down on Libby's face, a mask of pure hatred.
"You can't possibly murder some one and just FORGET about them?" I came crashing back down to reality when she said that.
"What!?" I cried staring at her trying to place the name. "I've never murdered anyone!"
"Liar!" she screamed at me, loosing what little control she had left. "You murdered her! you murdered my mother!"
(Sorry for the ungodly long post! and if it is rough I apologize, i only had two and a half hours of sleep last night. Hope this works tabby, also Rayden would never use his weapon on lydia he would just stun her not actually hurt her.
