Starstruck

Journey thought for a while trying to remember at least her being pregnant. But she couldn't. She rolled over onto her stomach and got out of bed. She picked up Trent and kissed his cheeks.

"Are you packed?" she asked.

"....No." he giggled.

"Well, lets get started and the faster we can go to disney world." she looked at his orange ringed mouth. "What's on your mouth?" she asked.

"Orange juice." he said.

"I got my own breakfast!" Trent grinned.

"I'll go clean the kitchen." Colt said getting up.

"I did that too!" Trent smiled. Journey and Colt looked at each other then walked downstairs.

"Not bad, Trent." Colt laughed. There were two wet towels on the floor but other then that, nothing was different.

"So I guess we better get going, huh?" Journey asked.

**blah**

"WE gottaget him packed, then off we go." H esmiled.

Journey fell asleep on the plane, not dreaming just relaxing and when they finally got to their hotel Trent had fallen asleep. Colt was the only one who hadn't slept.

"Colt, what you need to do is take a very hot shower and then go to sleep." she smiled.

"I can never sleep on a plane." Colt yawned.

"When we're at the hotel you need to sleep." She commanded. He nodded and they got a cab to Disney world then checked into the Disney Hotel.

"Shower, sleep." Journey commanded as she tucked Trent into bed.

**30 min later...**

Journey watched as Colt slept she wiped the hair out of his face. It was extremely hot in their vaction room. She kissed his cheek and went out to the balcony. She closed the sliding door quietly. She looked down and closed her eyes they were on the 20th floor. She was afraid of heights.

Colt didn't know how long he slept, but he got up and yawned looking around. It was just getting light outside and Journey was laying next to him. She stired and looked at him.

"Morning, sleepy head." She smiled with a yawn.

"How long did I sleep?" He yawned.

"Um, sense we got here. Me and Trent went down to the shop downstairs to eat. I raided your wallet, I hope you don't mind." SHe smiled.

"My money is yours." He replied. "Did y'all do anything else?"

"No, he said he wanted us both to be there if we did anything, so we watched cartoons and ate ice cream." She replied with a yawn of her own.

"Nice, should we let him sleep in?" He asked iwth a mischtivous smile.

Journey smiled and nodded, she looked at the little boy across the other bed. He slept peacefully. His eyes relaxed aand completely controled. Journey felt Colt next to her.

"He looks lonely." she said.

"He's not lonely he's got us."

Journey shook her head. "I don't mean it like that." she said shaking her head.

"How do you mean it?" he asked.

"I mean brother and sister wise. I think he would be happy if he had a brother or sister. You and her should have had another one." she shrugged.

"You and I." he corrected. "I think it's time you accept that your Journey." he said.

"Not, really." she said.

"You might not remember any of it, but your still Journey, maybe not exactly like her, but you are Journey with the same personality you had when we first met." He said pulling her close.

"But I'm not her." Journey said looking up at him.

"You look like her, you act like she used to." He replied. "You've just kinda got a new mind."


*:S*

"I wanna remember, Colt." she said looking at him, he hugged her.

"You will, it's just... it'll take some time." he said.

"I want to remember now!" she shook her head. "Not when Trent is 50." she cried.

"I know, but we can't do anything about it. Your brain has to let the information go." He said softly. "You gotta let time do it's magic. It'll be hard, and I wish you didn't have to go through this, but you can't rush it."


**Tears**

Journey looked at him and shurgged her shoulders. "What am I suppose to do in the mean time? Watch a family grow older and pretend to be happy about it?" she asked.

"I never said that, Journey it's just..." he said.

"What?! Stop talking to me like a damn therapist!" she shouted. "You can't do that to me. Please, please don't shut me out." she said.

"I'm not shutting you out." Colt said. "Forget that you can't remember. Maybe that will work, but I really don't know."


*tears*

"I hope you're right." she said shaking her head.

"What's everyone yelling about?" Trent asks smiling.

"Nothing, sweetie."

"Your not leaving us again are you mommy?" he asked

she shook her head while giving him a small sad smile."