Young Writers Society

Some days, conversation flows so easily

Others, I can't think of a single word to say

Some days, I can't stop smiling because you said "Good morning"

Others, I can't even type out those words myself

Some days, I wait for your every message

Others, I forget you exist as other thoughts crowd my brain

Some days, I send you pictures of my cats from that cute little game I play

Others, I send you memes and you send some back

Some days, you send me the same meme you sent me last week

Others, you send me new ones

Some days, I act like I don't notice that I've seen it before

Others, I... well I only do that, but it's fine

Some days, I talk to you about my dysphoria

Others, you talk to me about yours

Some days, I tell you that I think your sister is secretly bi or poly

Others, you tell me about something homophobic she said

Some days, we don't talk at all

Others, I don't do anything except talk to you

Some days, I simply want to see you

Others, I want to kiss you a million times until I know you're mine

Some days, I forget you have a girlfriend

Others, I wish countless times that you'll break up, but not in a way that would hurt you

Some days, I fall asleep, smiling because you told me to sleep well first

Others, I fall asleep worrying about whether I said something weird or not

Some days, I wake up and see that you texted me after I fell asleep

Others, I see that you haven't responded and you're probably asleep

Some days, I tell you it's okay that you don't have the best sleep schedule

(It's okay, by the way)

Others, you don't say anything about it so I don't get the chance to

Some days, I tell you all about my day and you tell me that you're proud of me

Others, I tell you I'm proud of you, no matter what you do

Some days, I hope you love me too

Others, I know you do

Some days, I look back on when we met and see it as a coincidence

Others, I look back and see it as the best day of my life

Some days, "the day we met" is the day I first saw you

Others, it's the day your sister gave you my number

Some days, I love you

Others, I love you even more