Rap of The River: suicidal literature.

Sitting all alone in the dark, 

this blankness is quite stark,

on the pages, I mean, 

so white they gleam,

I try to shield my eyes,

from their powerful guise,

but my mind isn't strong enough,

sorry son, no I'm not tough.

Pages pages pages,

they shine brightly on for ages, 

I can't stand the bright beams,

gotta fill them at the seams,

words illuminate, and shield my eyes,

sentences fill pages to make a disguise,

gotta protect my eyes, protect my eyes, protect my eyes. 

stark pages, they shine so bright,

all I ever wanna do is write, write, write,

remove the blankness and the vast expanse,

I write about my sensual chemical romance, 

once I got it all down on that big blank page, 

a sigh of relief leaves me; I've been writing for days,

keep aging, keep writing, 

man all of these pages I'm fighting,

afraid of the sun,

afraid to have fun,

but my life has only just begun,

words are my friends, 

love 'me till the end,

they keep the blankness at bay,

keep my mind awake. 

Forming sentences is my game,

even though I sound kinda lame,

I work real hard, 

I'm a vanguard, 

my brain is on fire,

gotta brand new desire,

got new Boy toys in my mind,

playing naughty games all the time. 

Look, I know I'm not much to look at,

but you gotta see past that,

I know that I can't, but I'm trying my hardest,

listen to me, I've got some ideas that'll strike you as the smartest. 

Don't like this plan? Don't want my story? 

Better watch your insults or thing'll get gory! 

Hey look sometimes my mind may be a bit dirty,

and sometimes I might come off as flirty,

but I'm reality I'm just a regular guy,

though my word count ain't average size,

if you know what I mean, 

yeah baby, I'll write you something! 

Ask anything of me, 

tell me any wish, 

and  I'll make it come true,

faster than you can kiss! 

My mind is like a river; 

it's the ultimate life giver,

got a mouth that never speaks, 

got my mental lungs but I never tweak, (note; tweaking is a form of ingesting/inhaling methamphetamine.) 

 my mind is always running but It ain't got no legs,

baby, all of my ideas fall apart like shattered eggs,

the yoke inside my mind is the brilliant joy of a never ending sunshine!

It'll rain down harsh, could make you blind, 

this is the power of the human mind! 

kiss, taste, touch, feel, Anything you think,

 Fuck yeah,  I'll make it real! 

Blank sheets of paper, paper, paper,

all they fill my mind with is a constant taper, 

regardless of a lack of space, 

my mind is ace,

don't you love how I think? 

even if I need a shrink,, 

you gotta admit, 

Just a little bit, 

my minds the best damn thing you've never seen, 

because inside of it is every single part of you that's never been. 

Huh, yeah, reality is on the verge of collapse, 

the world is in refractor because of so much crap,

but I don't care if the world will end,

c'mon everybody, be my friend, 

love me till the day I die,

look at my corpses and do not cry,

because my mind might be still, my body breathless, 

but those pages were all filled, though the expanse is endless,

pick up a pen, grab a notebook,

think of me and with a single look,

feel my mind flowing through you, as it once did me, 

and fill this world with things people want to read. 

My mind is a river; endless as can be,

like the forests of paper before me,

but like a river my mind has a hidden clarity.

Inside oceans many rivers lay, 

all connected each and every way,

look past your river, see the ocean, touch the sky,

feel the presence of my muse, he's a wonderful guy, 

and fill those blank pages, pages, pages, 

hand out literature throughout the ages. 

Though I am dead, my words are alive,

laugh with me as I write, and take a sky dive,

breath life into the words I wrote, 

think of everything, no matter how remote,

see life through my eyes, even for just awhile, 

my magic through words hasn't a hint of guile.

That's all I ask, 

such a simple task,

make one with the words you read,

then believe me, the dead shall be pleased. 

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Authors note: 

Thanks for reading my rap, I really appreciate you taking the time out of your day to read such an arduous peice for me. I hope you like it, and though it'a not exactly the best rap out there, I hope you liked it. 

If you think my raps are cool enough to be made into songs, I'd be quite happy to let anyone use my lyrics, so long as they let me know first, and sent me the finished product through a PM or an email or whatever. I'd really appreciate feedback, so next time I write up a rap, I can give it a little more... Uh... Oumph? 

Hope you have a nice day! ^_^