Leo
"So...she's seriously preggers?" Ashton asks me, his tone laced with surprise.
"Yep...my V has got a bun in the oven." I say with a smile, tipping back my bottle of beer.
Ashton and I decided to go to a pub down the road from his town house after the girls left.
"Something told me that she was extra glow-y and exuberant... but holy hell...i'm gonna be an uncle!" He says excitedly.
"Well actually," I say taking another sip. "Legal guardian. We're putting you down as our childs godfather."
"Still pretty awesome though." Ashton says beaming.
"I just can't believe that i'm gonna be a dad." I say quietly. "I don't even know how to go about it. I never had a father in my life. Not even a father figure. Or well...not until I met Averys father. I don't even know what i'm doing."
Ashton claps a hand on my back.
"Calm down. You'll be fine. Something tells me that any child you raise will come up to be amazing." Ashton says with a warm smile.
I meet his smile with my own.
"I really hope so."
"How does it feel to be back home though?" Ashton asks, trying to change the subject.
I shrug.
"The same. I mean...nothing here has really changed. I used to come here all the time. To this pub I mean. But it feels like I should be looking at things differently ya know? I mean everything's changed. I'm getting married, I have a wonderful, amazing, beautiful fiance, I'm gonna be a dad...and I have a whole new wonderful family. It just feels like something bad is...just bound to happen. Don't ask me why or how. I've just got a really bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. And being here...just makes it worse." I say shrugging.
"I know what you mean." Ashton says quietly. "I can't help...but think that something bad is gonna happen soon."
We sit in silence for awhile after that.
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It's about three in the morning when Avery gets home. She strips down until she's naked and climbs into bed beside me.
"I can't hear Kristins drunk giggle. Has she already passed out?" I ask jokingly as Avery nestles herself into my chest.
"I lost her at the club. She called me though. Before I got too panicked. Yet, all she told me was that there was something she had to handle."
"Is she alright?" I ask worriedly.
Avery nods.
"Yeah. I can usually tell by her voice how she's feeling. She sounded okay. If not, a little nervous. We did make some new friends though." She says, her voice beginning to get sleepy.
"Oh yeah?" I ask,wrapping an arm around her waist and spooning her.
"Yeah. Two really really pretty girls. Ones name is Anabella," I stop breathing. I know that girl. I know her. Fuck fuck fu-" And the other ones name is Celise. She was so beautiful." Fuck.
"I dated her." I say quietly.
"Really?" She asks holding my hand gently. "She seemed like your type. Really model-esque and perfect looking. Skinny. Long black hair. Eyes you can stare at for-"
"Your my type." I say running my fingertips up and down her midriff until she shivers. "My one and only type. I will never find anyone as amazing as you."
She's silent now. After a few minutes i'm sure that she's asleep.
"Thank you. I really needed to hear that." She whispers, surprising me.
And then her breathing grows deeper until she's softly snoring.
I sigh to myself. Avery is the type of person who loves to hang out with new friends. Who loves bringing them around, letting them spend the night, the whole nine. But she can't do that with Celise. Celise was the main reason why I left France. She was always the one who got away for me.
I can picture those golden-hazel eyes now. That silky black hair. That smooth porcelain skin. It's all too much for me. Me and her had dreams of marrying. Although Alosha probably wouldn't even remember, we both attended the same highschool. Only we were both in different social groups. It was always me and, and her with the other popular kids. But Celise didn't care about status. Or well not too much. She hung out with me almost every other day, and we'd talk for hours, and cook, and bond. And I remember the day that we had such passionate sex. The day of our highschool graduation. And then we were a couple. For my two years of college things were going great until her father passed away and she grew more distant. At some point she just stopped coming to me all together. And that's when I left for America.
