"I'm tired of what's going on," I finally say, "I would quit my job but I already signed a contract. I don't know if I can take it anymore. I need a break from all the drama. You ignoring me and pretending like I don't exist isn't helping. I'm moving in with my sister for a couple days. Just to figure things out. Too much pressure," I tell him, crossing my arms.
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I change and come back out, straightenIng my hair when I do.
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I look at her and swallow, "Ray...I'm not ignoring you. I just... God, I wish you would have asked me how I felt about you taking a job like that first. I-It came out of nowhere and I just..."
I shake my head and look up at the ceiling.
"You're selling yourself," I continue, "You might not see it that way, but that's how I view it."
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I smile at her and run a hand through my hair to straighten it out.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I shake my head and just walk uptairs to our room to pack up my stuff, "I'm not," I reply, "But I'm leaving for a while. I'll see you later," I throw my bag on the bed, "I just think it's better for both of us if we don't have to worry about eachother for a couple days. Worry about ourselves." ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, Jackie
I watch him and finish, remembering what Rayah was thinking of doing. Still worried about her desicion, I sigh and turn to Nic, "Has...Jace spoke to you lately?"
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I swallow, shaking my head and walking back downstairs. What do you think a marriage is? We're supposed to worry about each other. That's how it is. I lock myself in the office again and fist my hair, closing my eyes as I pace.
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"No...why?" I ask, looking at her, "Well... at work, but nothing personal."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I sigh, thinking, "Lo, you haven't seen Becca yet have you?" I look at him. He giggles and shrugs. I pick him up, Riley looking at me and reaching up. I sigh, "We'll come switch out tommarow, sweetheart."
She nods, running off to find Jace and I shift Logan in my arms, grabbing my suicase and walking outside to the car.
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I don't sit just yet, "Relationship problems. Rayah wants to move out for a couple days, to figure things out. It's gotten that bad."
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I hear Rayah leave, Riley still around. My little girl calls for me and I wipe my eyes, taking a deep breath before unlocking the door and letting her in. She crawls on my lap and hugs me.
"You'll see Mommy and Lo soon, buddy," I whisper. You will. Not so sure about me.
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I shake my head, running a hair through my hair. Sh*t...if she moved out for a little...
"Is this lunch a good idea then?" I ask, "If they're not getting along..."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
'Hush, hush!' I whispered; 'people can have many cousins and of all sorts, Miss Cathy, without being any the worse for it; only they needn't keep their company, if they be disagreeable and bad. — Emily Bronte, Wuthering Heights