New & Improve: Rant Shop - Relocated

*sigh* I still can't quite believe all that happened. Like this is a really weird dream and when I wake up tomorrow morning, she'll be happily living with her family in the city she just moved to. I guess that's why I haven't cried yet: it isn't real yet. It doesn't seem real. It can't be real, it shouldn't be real. But it is.

And I have a bad feeling it'll only be real when I see her in the hospital and break down, crying like a baby.

The only good thing? I feel less infatuated with this guy. Which is good for me. The sooner I get over it, the better for everyone.

*whacks herself* I'm such an idiot! I didn't realize that my homework is due next Wednesday, not tomorrow! And here I am, going crazy! Of all the things to forget or not notice, I fail to notice that I was freaking out over nothing...

And I really wish I could go see my friend. A couple of my classmates have gone, and I wanna go too.

It would be better than going through all of this. School = hell, my friend is orphaned and in the hospital, I'm borderline depressed and to top it off, I have confused feelings about a guy I barely know...

Okay, Tomorrow, babe, seriously.
Talk to me.
We like...share the same life.

Whoa, really, Sky?
*wonders if Sky is someone she knows outside of the website* Probs not...

Anyway, I'm sick of seeing a lot of the girls in my school swoon over this one guy. What's so special about him anyway? He's an annoying, full of himself jerk who only thinks of himself! He doesn't even look cute or anything. And yet... How do they- I can't even imagine- Why would- Ugh! It's plain disgusting. Most girls my age are such airheads. Though at this point, I'm probably not much better.

I think I've been reading into my feelings and our friendship too much. So I'm just gonna sit back and ignore the huge ball of confused feelings in me and joke around with my friends.

Well, I'm gonna try anyway...