Vampires and Slaves (Enter This Realm To Die)

Delariva Des

I fix up the door and look out the window to see it's to late to go out hunting, the sun was rising and fast. So I drew the shades and went to find somewhere nice and dark to sleep, Fidelis room seemed best suited. I sit against the wall as the two lay in the bed, just wishing that other guy wasn't in his arms but me. My heart ached to be wrapped in Fidelis arms and yet it can't have it because of this other guy, I never imagined that with all the women Fidelis has ever had, he would be gay? or Bisexual to the least. I guess I was simply no different for using a lot of my blood servant's especially the female ones for my pleasure.

Fidelis

I rose from my sleep at dusk and went to the kitchen alone, taking a bag of blood from the fridge and sitting down on the couch to contemplate. A part of me wanted to take the vampiress as a mate, but another protested that my heart was taken by Allan and reminded me that he was my sacred treasure. I murmured, "Please, gods. Please quit punishing me like this. Haven't I been punished enough? I've been through enough punishments to last me a hundred lifetimes over. I need some peace. Is that too much to ask for?" I sucked from the bag, still contemplating. I wanted them both to stay, but there was tension between me and Allan. I could feel it in my bones. He knows I love him, but does he love me back? I wasn't sure. What mattered to me was that I wanted him to stay with me. I had no intention to leave him or let him go. He was the first live new generation I had, even though he was the second one I made. It crossed my mind that he didn't hold me in my sleep like he used to. A part of me started to weep. Does he hate me? I prayed to the gods that he didn't.

Allan

I wake and find that Fidelis is gone, the vampiress still asleep. I stand and walk to the kitchen, passing him by on the couch to find him feeding. Without a word, I retrieve a bag of blood from the fridge and sit at the table, not sure if I'm ready to sit with him and keep my thoughts and emotions to myself.

Delariva Des

I awoke with a start and to see the two other's already awake, I get up and stretch I can already tell I was in a bad mood. I see Fidelis on the couch and the other guy at the table, I soon head for the door not wanting to bother with small talk with them.

"You two want anything?" I ask trying to keep my moodiness from showing.

Fidelis

I studied the bag in my hands. It was half empty and even when I feed slowly from it, it wasn't enough to last me the night. "A couple male murderers would do me. I feel in the mood for the age of twenty-three or twenty-nine. Even if you can only catch one, keep him quiet and limp so I could feed without having to restrain him. And he better not have a bitemark on him. I want him unbitten." I looked at Allan. The tension between us was becoming unbearable and the weeping part of me was preparing to cut me from the inside.

Allan

I keep quiet, not wanting to address the vampiress. I know, I know. This isn't middle school and I shouldn't be acting this way, but who cares? I drain the bag in front of me and return to the bedroom without a word, curling up there.

Dealriva Des

I make note of Fidelis' order as the other drains the bag and goes into the bedroom, what was his problem? I look back to Fidelis and nod.

"I can't make any promises on the age but I'm sure I'll find a couple of murder's hanging around." I said.

He nodded in his acknowledgement and I soon turn and walk out the door, I head back to the club and find my car parked in the same place as it was before. I take out my key's and unlock the car, and soon enough the engine roared to life and I drove around watching for the prey I need.

Fidelis

Once I was sure she was gone, I went to my room and found Allan in our bed. "What's wrong, dear heart? You haven't said a word in a while and I'm beginning to feel tension between us. Is something the matter?"

Fidelis

Once I was sure she was gone, I went to my room and found Allan in our bed. "What's wrong, dear heart? You haven't said a word in a while and I'm beginning to feel tension between us. Is something the matter?"

Allan

After the vampiress leaves, Fidelis comes into the room and finds me there, asking what's wrong. Not wanting to make things any harder on him, I shake my head and dismiss it.

"Nothing. I'm just thinking," I lie.

Fidelis

I shook my head. "Allan, you starting to worry me. Ever since I let her stay with us, there's been tension between you and me. I could feel it in my bones, since I still have them. It also occured to me that you didn't hold me in my sleep like you used to. It's almost like...like you hate me."

Allan

I sit up and look at him incredulously.

"Hate you?" I flash a smile of disbelief, "If I hated you, do you really think I'd let you hold me like you do? Do you really think I'd still be here?"

Fidelis

A part of me was still weeping. "You used to hold me in my sleep even before I turned you. Last night, just before we went to sleep, I held you in my arms but didn't feel yours around me in return." I started to shed blood from my eyes. "I just don't understand why you didn't hold me in my sleep like you used to. Did I do something wrong? What have I ever done to you?"

Allan

He starts crying and I walk to him, my heart hanging heavy and my own emotions burning behind my eyes.

"I just.. I didn't feel comfortable last night...with her there," I admit, my voice wavering, "I didn't think it would affect you so much. I'm sorry."

Fidelis

I continued to shed blood in spite of Allan's confession. "It's not like I would use her to replace you. Besides, she was against the wall when we slept. During my sleep, I was hoping that you would hold me as I was holding you. The absence of your arms around me felt like you hated me."