Isabelle
Isabelle woke up with a start. Had she really fallen asleep again? Isabelle hugged her dressing gown around her, wondering what had woken her.
Isabelle could hear faint footsteps trudging through the grass. She looked around, and saw the retreating form of Joshua walking back toward the guest house.
"Joshua," Isabelle murmured. "Joshua!" she called softly. He froze, but didn't turn to face Isabelle. Isabelle looked at him for a moment, then glanced away, feeling ashamed. What could Isabelle say to him? Isabelle didn't think a simple 'I'm sorry' would even begin to cover Isabelle's regrets. But it was the only phrase Isabelle could think of.
Isabelle sighed, rubbing her temples, but stood up and walked toward Joshua. He turned to face her slowly. Isabelle stopped. Their eyes met, and Joshua and Isabelle were at a standstill.
"I'm sorry," said Isabelle quietly. Joshua didn't move. Isabelle searched among the threads of his mask in the dim light, looking for something, anything, beyond the stiff face of the mask. She sighed. "God, I can't tell you how sorry I am," she repeated, looking over Joshua's shoulder for a moment. She steeled herself, then looked back. "I never wanted this to happen," she said quickly. "I never expected him to com back. I never thought it would have so many consequences. And I know I should have been more open with you from the start. None of that can be helped, now, I know. But I felt like we had to have this conversation now, before any more complications arise."
Isabelle spread out her arms. "And if you are furious with me, I understand that. I'm furious at myself. And I understand if you feel I'm imposing myself on you. I only needed to be frank with you, and apologize as best I can."
