Your Thoughts Are Not Safe

HEHHE! Well, (this is for furture reference) Tim actaully is stuck, PAIN is what controls his life and he wants to break free, and not only does it control his life, it's the only thing keeping him alive - well, that's what he thinks and in fact it is true. He's wondering if your Ella will break his heart so he could reain the pain and lead a semi-normal life. If the pain was constantly there he wouldn't need to keep looking for it and it would no longer control his life . . . so he's starting what he will hope would be a doomed relationship, but *winks* maybe not!


Tim

Tim gazed at her, would his plan work. He listened to soem oft he peoples thoughts which were really insults adn it calmed him down a bit. Frustrated, it seemed PAIN still contolled his feelings.

He would have to fall IN love for the heart breaking to work and to break free. He smiled and took her hand and began to walk.

This is what couples did, wans't it?

She followed and he was conscious of the warmth of her hand. He gazed at her, "What's your favourite colour?"

****Oh, they are meeting the next morning, everyone went back to their hotels and what not. I don't know, I'm just going with what I'm given****

Colt:

Colt ran over to Kelly. "Hey, you ok? Your gonna wake the whole building." She looked at him for a few seconds before reconition sunk in.

"Sorry, I didn't know who you were, you kinda woke me up." She said smiling a little.

"THat's fine, let me pop this popcorn."

**WE need to skip to the next morning so everyone can be back in. Sorry for the short post**

*k.*

Kelly:

Kelly smiled as she strecthed. Last night was fun. Colt had left about an hour after the movie ended. They just sat there, lying on the bed, napping. Time to go wake him up, we got to get to the park. she thought, getting out of the bed.

Opening the door, she stepped over to his door and knocked.

"Colt. You up?" She was still in her pajamas, so she was freezing. She had on some shorts that exsposed the scar that ran along her thigh, and a tight T-shirt. She knocked again.

"Colt? Wake up, we got to get to the park." Finally, she heard grumbling coming from the other side of the door, then it opened. Colt stood there, his hair wild. He stared.

"Colt? You okay?" She asked, waving her hand infront of his face.

He jerked up. "Yeah. Sorry."

"For what?"

"Nothing. Never mind." His eyes roomed to her scar on her thigh and he winced.

"What happened?" He asked, reaching for her.

"My dad. It's nothing, it happened a long time ago." She said, as she hugged him. Finished, she leaned back, "We need to get dressed so we go to the park." Smiling, she pressed a kiss to his lips before releasing him and running to her room, anxious to get to her room before the tears started falling. That memeory was one she did not want to remember, but it was coming back anyways.

*sorry so long, i got carried away.*

Oh i understand :] Ella is a determined person though ;] haha oh and where has Rory legend been she like disappeared ;O Well any who i really like this story plot it's very intriguing hehe.

Ella

Every minute he was looking at her she felt her heart lift higher, it was uncontrollable.

Well now i get what they mean by head over heels in love. She smiled her hand locked with Tim's as they were walking.

"What's your favorite color?" Tim questioned her.

"I love black, what about you?" Ella asked glancing at the sky, pitch black.

Wow, what a beautiful night...I wonder if he's ever tried across the street cutting...

Ella knew it was deadly but, she always loved taking risks. The more pain the better she never wanted to see the earth as it was. It made her sick to her stomach when she thought of what people did daily, pollute, destroy, kill, rob, anything that would entertain them.

She closed her blue-green eyes erasing the images from her brain throwing them in the back of her head. She wanted more then anything to enjoy tonight, only shame awaited her at her room. Ella knew she was going to get hooked to it again but, as long as she had Tim she'd hurt herself everyday.

Never did she understand why cutting was so addictive, even now. Now she longed for pain more then ever, when she was a cutter she used to bite herself.

She lifted up her free arm and bit hard with her fangs (fake) the pain entered her system like a lullaby. Ella didn't flinch or shout in pain she just kept walking watching the blood rush out. She applied pressure to it and it slowed down.

Oh my, she just bit herself, why didn't i think of that? An emo kid thought as he walked by in a skinny jacket.

"What kind of music do you like?" Ella asked ignoring the fact that her cut was still bleeding.

Tim


Tim looked at her aghast, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"

She looked at him surprised, "What do you mean?"

It was then that he realised that the girl he had just agreed to love, was a fully fledged emo, not someone who just dressed in black, but got kicks out of cutting herself.

He grabbed her wrist and tore some material of his new shirt. He wrapped it around her wrist and it slowly staunched the bleeding.

He turned to her and looked her dead in the eyes, "Never hurt yourself again."

He didn't expect himself top react this way. What am I doing? Why do I care?

He swallowed and it was then he revelaed his secret, "Pain is what keeps me alive, it hurts when someone else has to endure it, bu that hut turns into joy because pain also controls me. Please people cannot be happy by feeling pain, it's not right."

He looked at her pain shining in his eyes, "Pain is not something one should enjoy. But I have to otherwise I'll die."

He grabbed her wrist and squeezed it, "Don't let it control you. You can still break free."

He bit his lip and felt himself calm down, but then felt anger at the fact that pain still drove and controlled him.

He looked at Ella, she had beenstaring at him and he smiled half-heartedly, "Any that catches my attention."

It took her a while to notice that he was talking about her question about music.

sorry guys, I don't have time to post how, I"m at school. But I do like this storybook I jsut need a spot to fit my character in.

Juliet

I sat carefully on a park bench. It was so quiet here, and thought's weren't crude--they were finally giving me a break.

Slowly, I pulled out a bag of candy corn from the pocket of my big sweatshirt. I munched slowly, savoring its all-sugar flavor. Delicious.

Quietly, a boy came up to me, and sat down. All I knew was that I heard no thoughts. Not one.

Ella

Tim had just wrapped a part of his shirt around her bite, she was shocked.

"Never hurt yourself again." He told her looking dead in the eye. Her mind was at a lost of words, pain had taken over he actions yet again. How could she have let this happen, he must really care about her to stop it.

"Pain is what keeps me alive, it hurts when someone else has to endure it, but that hurt turns into joy because pain also controls me. Please people cannot be happy by feeling pain, it's not right." He spilled.

"Don't let it control you. You can still break free." He explain squeezing her good wrist.

Hmm, I've never seen anyone like this...i won't hurt myself...to save Tim.

After Tim had calmed down he answered her question from earlier.

"Any that catches my attention." He said with a half smile.

"Okay...for you. I like anything with a beat." I replied with a grin.

His smile was beautiful though he didn't do it much it made her heart flutter. Even if he had just yelled at her, it was for a reason she respected and loved about him.

"Where are you from?" She asked wanting to know everything about him.

*I'm really lost...wahhhh! Help, does Juliet need someone to sit next to her?*

[I'm just giving a guess i believe juliet is helping you get in to the story ^^
your welcome to add envy into this i'm sure the drama would make the storybook
much more fun ]

Tim


Tim replied, "Oh, here and there." He didn't like talking about the past, it was what had made him so; he doged the question with his own, "Favourite animal?"

She looked slightly shocked but replied, "You tell me your's first."

Tim nodded and smiled again, it was the most he had smile din one day, "Cats."

She frowned and looked to hi as if she didn't understand, he continued, "I love them. They are GOD's most perfect animal. Speed, grace, elegance, appearnace all bestowed wonderfully on them. So much unlike humans, cats are the only creature in this world with which I can relate. You know they say that if you stare into a cat's eyes for long enough you'll eventually see hell? Also, I believe cats are the only animal, be they buig cats or small cats, who can actually clam the soul"

He looked at her and blushed, he had just rambled on about cats; What am I going on about?

He cleared his throat, "So, uhh, sorry for that, what's your favourite animal?"

Ella

I'm from Bremerton here in Washington, it was my favorite place...i miss it a lot..." She explained sadly.

"Well...mountain lions, i know weird right?"She answered his question after his rambling on cats.

"They are royalty in the jungle, majestic and fierce. If i got attacked by one i wouldn't care because they are so beautiful...I'll shut up now." She laughed at her own rambling fire raising to her cheeks once again.

"Well both our favorite animals are in the cat family." He grinned his smile that could make her faint if she let it.

Ella had just noticed where they were, in a park by the forest. She stopped and looked into the forest, she remembered how she always used to go in there with her friends. Even at night it was always so beautiful, filled with sounds of creatures.

She looked at Tim and then back to the forest, a smile wide across her face.

"Follow me." Ella said while walking into the trees. As if stuck in her memory she followed the path her and her friends made. Easily she climbed over roots and branches but, Tim had a little trouble.

Ella turned back and took Tim's hand and whispered, "Step where i step."

She went a bit slower wanting Tim to see the only place she loved here in Seattle.

"Ella where are we going?" Tim questioned struggling under a branch.

"To my peaceful place, one of my favorite places actually." She answered continuing in her path, they were almost there.

Finally they moved a few more branches and they were there. When Ella took a step into the clearing she couldn't help but smile, all her memories coming back.

The rock waterfall was quiet and relaxing with sounds of frogs and the winds whistled through the trees. The grass was a vibrant green beckoning for them to come sit on it, Ella let go of Tim's hand letting him inspect the place. She plopped herself on the soft grass lying down to gaze at the amazing stars, She waited for Tim's reaction patiently.


woah lost myself haha hope you don't mind this idea ;]

****Now I'm lost!****

Caleb-

Caleb sat down on a bench next to a girl, he couldn't read her thoughts and welcomed the silence. He pulled out a cigarette.

"Do you mind?" He asked before lighting it, she shook her head and he continued.

"I'm Caleb." He said, sticking out his hand.

"Juliet," She replied, shaking his hand.

"Theres something a little different about the both of us."

"Yeah I noticed that." She replied not looking at him. Maybe he was jumping the gun trying to talk to her about their little powers. He sat back on the bench and fiddled with his jacket. He pulled out the packet of cigarettes and help it to her, "Want one?"

Ella and Tim are still outside they just became boyfriend and girlfriend
caleb is sitting next to juliet trying to get into the story
and you and kelly have been doing your own thing :/
we should begin searching soon does everyone in the story have each
other's numbers? [i'm running low on points, runs to do reviews.]
--mackenzie