***ok nevermind****
Sugar Beth
As I started walking off I muttered, "It's Carey, not Casey." Great, lunch I had made no friends I had no idea where to sit and everyone kept looking at me like a I was a freak because I was so tall grr!!!! But of course all the men were taller than me, I was just taller than the women. I was only here for four hours and it already felt like hell, great. Welcome to my world. I felt like I wuld be sick, I put on a fake smile, that was the thing with me, you never knew whether it was a fake smile of a real smile-they always brightened up the room.
I just sat down, at a random table, away from everyone else, I had no idea what to say if someone did indeed came up to me and tried talking to me, I felt as if I'd swallowed my own tongue, and butterflies formed in my stomach I bit my bottom lip and put my fists on the table.
***I have no idea where I'm going with this, I'm just really lost*****
