I was an emotion soaked teenager without a clue what love meant. In what I thought was my true prosperity, I flourished in false happiness provided by a boy with not even that. Our emotional bond was that of a clinician and her/his client; I was left to deal with not only my, but also his despair. I wouldn’t wish this on anybody, for the pain long surpases the happiness, but as for me - it was those moments that defined my character.
I woke up forgetting how to breath. My arms were weak and shook as I grabbed my throat desperately crying out, but nobody was there. After a few moments the breaths came easier, and I rose from my fetal position. My skin was raw and my limbs shook uncontrollably as I allowed my weight to be distributed onto my feet. I looked up and glanced at the Californiacation record pinned to my wall and allowed my eyes to slowly meet their reflection in the mirror below; My reflection conveyed desperation as it grew clear, but I quickly staggered as if hiding from the truth.
My life in it’s entirety has been a recollection of my past and accepting, acquiring and arranging what life has brought to me. That day I met someone who I thought would forever be a part of me. My eyes met the pain and my emotions met the lies. We sat there as words poured from his lips and expressed all but the flaws; he told me to never forget the sun. To you this means nothing, but to me this was the start of a new complex understanding of life. Sure sometimes you may feel alone, but nobody can ever take away the simplicity of the sun. I guess that was what I was thinking when condoned the most important thing in my life to slip from my grasp.
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