I thought it’s the absence of sound,
But there’s still my mind which bores.
I felt it’s what the deaf heard,
But there’s yet their heart which threats.
Then what silence actually is?
Is that the Language of Breeze,
With which I always freeze?
Is that the Music of Seconds,
Which plays itself as it fleets?
Is that the Song of the Nature,
Which stuns me with its feature?
I search for Silence,
For what it actually is.
It seems to be getting nearer,
But something pushes away the answer.
I’m there in the center of this infinite circle,
Getting lost and finding myself in a miracle.
Thunder roars and lightning showers!
Waves clash and waters splash!
Storms hit and forests split!
Stars dash and planets smash!
Universe is just banging around,
And Silence is just walking along.
Nature has setup mixers over,
And I’ve to put up amplifiers there.
It’s not only the things I see,
But also the things inside me,
Which always hips and hops.
I hear my hammering heart,
I feel my chattering teeth,
I allow my thumping lungs,
And, I follow my staggering legs.
Do I know what silence is?
It’s not cold, which make me shiver,
But the stalking Fear.
It’s not fire, which set me quiver,
But the sneaking Anger.
I need an escape from my emotions,
For they started controlling me.
I need an eternal Peace,
And so I need some vacuum space.
And now, what Silence actually is?
I think I found..! (EUREKA!!!)
It’s Silence, when I can control my emotions.
It’s Silence, when I can listen to my insights.
It’s Silence, when I have nothing to blame.
It’s Silence, when I make my thoughts gleam.
And now, I can say that I’m silent…
'Cause, I see the world,
So beautiful than ever.
'Cause, I feel my mind,
So grateful than ever.
It’s just that…
You don’t have to close your ears,
But open your thoughts which glow.
You don’t have to shut your words,
But just let them flow.
You don’t have to hide your emotions,
But seek your ‘real you’ to show.
You don’t have to search out for silence,
For it’s just within you.
Throw the mask you wear,
And find what you really are.
It is going to get differ,
When you find who you are.
---Silence..! Is just finding out your own way!---
World has its own way,
For it can throw you in its bay.
It’s quest for you to play,
To find your own way.
And, there I conclude my tale,
IN MY OWN WAY..!
With the meaning of Silence,
As 'the part of my lovely life'.