I can finally smile properly when I think of you.
The edges of my lips stretch, slide up, and form into a
smile that is reserved only for you.
The thought of you brings light to my life and meaning to my soul.
I had felt at that time particularly the need and want to give up on ever finding someone I cared
about enough to love.
But there you were, tempting me to fall for you. You didn't try as nearly as
much as you should have.
Yet whenever you came around it was for the sole reason of alluding me
into loving you.
This was something I, to my downfall, only chalked up to you being the “hard to get
along with” kind of individual.
I had tricked myself into believing you to be prey rather than predator.
I was having a hard time and didn't know what i needed.
Then, there was you…..ignoring me to the
point of irritation and then sweeping in to collect my heart once you had stolen it with a force as
small as you using your lovely voice to say my name.
I didn't yet know, but I needed…...you, out of
everyone….it was you who I had desperately needed for an accomplice..
This heart feeling that I am
currently experiencing,......while at this current moment is bothering me so exceedingly, I have yet to
decide if I liked it.
Goodnes! I love you ; Goodness! I love you