Jay POV
As i watch her, i start to wonder whats going on in her head.
She looks like shes deep in thought. Her teammates look like they are deep in thought, too. But they dont look as serious as her. Theres serious game going on in her head. I smile. Good.
Madalynn. I love her. I love her name. I love everything about her. Her determination. Her will. Everything. I know how hard shes worked for this day, even though im not always there everyday.
But at school, its always there. Her expression of worry and fear of whats coming every night. But as always, she tries to be strong and its not visible by her friends around her. I see her laughing with them. Smiling. But its all forced.
Im the only person who could see her real feelings.
I worry for her, always watching her during classes. She watches me too, but when our eyes meet, i can only see pain and sadness in them, even though shes smiling. I really wish Mollie and Cec and all those girls werent involved. They ruined everything.
I remember when it was just me and Madalynn. Then she had let her "friends" meet me. One look at me was all it took for them to go against her. They all ruined it.
Our small and brief love for each other.
I couldnt break away from them. They didnt let me. Every time i get as close as 20 feet to Madalynn, they bombard me with annoying voices and over-used jokes. So i dont talk to her anymore.
I cant.
Madalynns eyes cloud over as the announcer tells them to take their marks.
"Take your marks!" she looks up at me with determined eyes. Still looking at me, a look of sadness crosses her face and comes across her eyes. It leaves as fast as it comes. No one else notices it but me.
BOOM! She explodes, already passing the 5 meter mark after a couple of seconds. Her eyes cloud up even more, and i know what shes thinking about.
She keeps running, not looking back at how far the other racers are behind her. When the finish line approaches, she doesnt dare slow down. She leaps over the finish line and finishes in a record time.
Wow.
Chaos erupts around me, people cheering hysterically.
Everyone except me.
Im too shocked to move. I stay seated, grinning. As she catches her breath, she looks around triumphantly. She looks close to tears. Good tears, not bad tears. Tears of joy and happiness. I suddenly feel the urge to hug and kiss her. Tell her i love her. Congradulate her. But i cant. Those monsters are always somewhere. Watching me to see if i come close to touching her. I miss her so much. Her eyes catch mine, and we stay there gazing at each other for a moment. Again, the masked look of sadness comes. But this time, it doesnt leave her face. She looks away.
I decide it has to stop. My heart breaks into a million pieces every time i see that look. I have to knock some sense into Mollie and Cec and those girls.
I have to stop this.
Now.
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