There was no moon, nor any stars, as the rose bloomed in the center of the dirt road, far faster than was natural. As each petal unfolded from the next, the crimson dripped heavily like dew, hitting the dirt with an effect that resembled shattering glass. The droplets fanned out, dancing as elegantly as an performer, as if giving one last strike of beauty before it sank into the ground. The vividness of the crimson liquid, the scarlet rose, the black sky lit only by a faint red tint, startled me. I am left yearning for motion, and yet question my own ability to move. I feel... weighted; I cannot move. I cannot move.
In the distance, a howling wolf makes me think of red. I watch the rose bloom larger, until the stem can no longer support the weight. It bends, the flower falling in slow-motion to the dirt, joining the crimson drops. As it hits the dirt, I feel the jolt. Coming. It's coming.
What's... coming?
I jerk up, arms flailing, shouting out nonsense as my senses--sort of--return. I hear chuckling, and look to my right. Vical is laughing her little butt off at me, snorting and tearing up at me like any pig. "What?" I hiss, not in the wood. I rub the back of my head, sore from sleeping in an awkward position.
"That--" She wheezes, choking, "was funnier than you'll ever understand."
"Got that right," I grumble, but I get where she's coming from, really. I guess I must have woken up when we hit a bump in the road. People make the most entertaining faces when they're woken up like that. Especially if it's timed just right with a dream.
"Your face," she gasped, pointing to her eyes, dropping the reins, "looked so frightened. Your eyeballs almost popped out..." Her eyes squeeze shut as she keeps thinking about it--no doubt replaying it again and again. And again. Just for good measure--and I roll my eyes when she cracks up again. And again. Just for good measure.
"Ah, shut it. Focus on drivin'." I grab the wooden handle on the side of the cart and lean way out to the side, squinting my eyes against the setting sun to look ahead at the Ringmaster's cart. "The Joker sees you and we're both dead." I use the Ringmaster's popular--and almost always used--nickname. Not many of us even know his real name. I think I've figured it out, but I'm not telling.
That quiets her down. Her face falls so quickly, her humor lost, and I sort of feel bad for ruining her mood. Joker had been so... irritated, I guess, as of late. None of us know why, but it started in the last city. I glance at Vical, sitting back down beside her. She looks so sad, I feel like I have to say something. She beats me to it. "What do you think he ran across in that memory of his that made him so angry?"
The softness of her usually loud voice startles me. There's an emotion in there, caught up in the sound as it slips from the glistening red paint on her lips. I watch the light reflect off the paint, wondering if she realizes how pale she is. How white her skin seems in comparison to the red.
Red.
The thought of the color jolts me, but I can't recall why. "Well, he did bump into that woman. While we were out on the town on our last night?"
"What woman?" Her head snaps around, eyes ablaze. A cannon ball drops into my stomach, and the weight makes my stomach churn. Why the sudden mood change, ya' witch?! Wait to scare the living--yes, living--crap out of me.
"Uh... some dark-haired lady. He didn't know her, and when I asked why he sort of... I don't know, went into shock? He told me she just looked like someone he used to know. Someone that left, and he ain't seen in a while. That's real poetic-soundin', don't ya' think?"
"No," she grates, gripping the reins of the four horses that pull us along like she's choking someone. Mentally, she likely is. "Now shut yer' hole and let me focus." Staring straight ahead, Vical makes it plain she ain't talkin' no more. Shame, really. We don't talk much.
I shrug, hiding any hurt feelings that might try and leak out. "I'm gonna go check on Joker and see how much farther we'll go till we break camp."
She doesn't say anything, her soft blond hair blowing in the growing breeze that flows from the hilly valley. We're coming up on mountains, so the air ought to get colder. I watch the pale strands of her hair flail in the wind, thinking briefly that it would look good covered in a dusting of snow. From one of my snowballs. I smile at that thought.
Deciding she ain't talking any time soon, I lean over and jump off the wagon. One of the horses kind of prances, irritated at the sudden movement, so I pat him on the brown-flecked nose before jogging on ahead to Joker's wagon.
As I come up to the front of his cart, I reach up, grab the wooden handle on the side, and haul my scrawny butt up onto the step a good four feet off the ground. Stupid gigantic wheels; it wouldn't be so breath-taking--and I mean in a negative way; there ain't nothing beautiful about wheezing and groaning as you try and wiggle unattractively into a lumpy half-sitting position--to get up here. I feel Joker's eyes drift to me, then drift back. You can always feel when he looks at you. It's kind of eerie.
"What's up?" I ask happily, hoping he'll be in a better mood than Vical. Joker smiles, his very pale orange hair falling all over his face. Joker has a weird haircut; some locks are long, others short, and his bangs cover his eyes most of the time. He pins it up and ties it back in all kinds of crazy ways during show-time, but it's usually just hanging there in a junkyard mess.
I watch him half-look up, his smile getting a little bigger. "Nothing much; some oranges and pinks, a purple in the distance, a fading sun and some scattered clouds. No rain, though. Or cats and dogs, aside from Jester." He chuckles, petting the ridiculously lazy cat in his lap. I think it's called a calico. The cat's called Jester for a few reasons, two main ones being 1. It's Joker's cat. What else are you gonna call it? And 2. It has an oddly-shaped marking on its forehead that looks a lot like a jester's hat. I wonder where Joker got him; he's never told.
I settle into the seat, looking down at my lap. The black and red diamond pattern on my baggy pants mesmerizes me as I try and think of something to say. I've been having to do that a lot lately. Better than mute, like I used to be. "So... when'll we stop and set up camp?"
"About five minutes." He sighs, yawning. Jester yawns with him. It's kind of cute, because their faces look similar, different species or not. I look at Joker's hair as some of the darker strands fall forward, hitting sunlight. The orange deepens into a deep red against the light, jolting my memory again.
Red. Deep, thick red.
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