~Az Gray, the First Mate of Llorona
And there he was, singing again, followed by the chorus of the of-keyed. I could understand John's idea of a happy crew, and we both knew that I liked singing as much as he did, but unlike him, I felt like pushing the loud toneless bards off the ship. Happy, synced with their captain, all that stood, and I liked seeing the crew smiling, but oh, man.
"You seem awfully happy today," I said, hoping that, if I get the captain stop singing and start talking, the rest of the crew will turn quiet as well. I loved them, but I loved my ears as well.
"The storm is over and the sun is smiling at us," he trailed off, poetically. I held back from rolling my eyes - sometimes he made me feel like I had a younger brother.
"Are you sure you haven't been on the rum?"
I was probably the only one on the ship who could grin at the captain's words and tease as much as I wanted - after all, we shared the kind of history that made people not want to kill each other for teasing - but I could tell, as we heard about approaching San Juan, that he was more serious than he made it seem. Docking, after all, was always somewhat dangerous for people of our trade, and the Navy lately became sneaky enough to almost pass under pirates itself. If there wasn't for the silly uniforms, that is, and the honour that made them serve, but not really care for each other. I wondered how could John live like that, even for as short as he did. But then again, my own memories of the Navy were probably much worse than those of other people - even other pirates, for that matter.
"You sure Aliena didn't just want you to restock the rum?" I asked, trying to let go of the thoughts and take it all back to the teasing and grinning.
"Nah, I feel it," he said. "We're on the right course now. In that harbor we will find someone who can guide us to that ship." He turned from me as he spoke, luckily - otherwise he'd probably notice the face I made. Harbours. People, smell, rush, land. I disliked each and every of those.
"Norwood!" John yelled as if his life depended on being as loud as possible, and I turned to the crew just in time to see Brent tossing a spider overboard.
Well, that was a warily big spider, I thought, feeling somewhat numb. Why was I even thinking about it so much? It was just a stupid legend told about me, and so far not only that I became known by it, but it found its way to my dreams as well - so much that I didn't like sleeping anymore. John, well, at least it didn't worry him. He saw it as a nice joke, and I'd rather let him joke with it than to listen about demons all the time. Still, though I didn't let it show, I could never quite get rid of the unpleasant feeling of cold whenever I'd think of setting my feet on the ground - one that doesn't move with the wind and the tides, that is. Having such legend surrounding me, though, also resulted in an annoyingly large number of sailors trying to kill me on the sea, just to prove it a lie. I sighed, as John sent Brent to the kitchen. That kid, Tommy, gave him a look of gratitude - which, I was pretty sure, meant much to John. He was just that kind of a captain. Too damn caring.
"I thought you found his fobia funny?" I really need to stop thinking about legends and demons.
"I do," he said, "but what kind of captain would I be if I let the crew follow my bad example?" He laughed, and for a moment we observed as they put up the British flag instead of our own. He smiled sentimentally, but I stayed serious, wondering if I could pass as a Navy officer if anyone asked me. "So, what will you do with your part of the treasure?"
"We don't even know if there really is a treasure yet," I said, taken by surprise. Really, what could I do with it, whatever it was? Find my sister, yes, but I didn't want to give it too much hope - for what she did for me, she could have got hanged before I even left the harbour. I never forgiven her for declining my plead to come with me. Some boys of the ship, I knew, dreamt of building houses, starting families and settling down somewhere. I supposed I could have dreamt of building myself a ship - but what the hell would I do with a ship? I'm no captain, nor I ever plan to be, and nothing is wrong with Llorona so John would have a reason to switch. And to find myself another captain, on my ship, well, that'd take a special kind of an idiot.
"I'll think about that when we actually find it," I said.
"You know what I'm gonna do?" He asked, as I figured I no longer felt all that for teasing and talking.
"I'm not psychic."
"No, but you know me." Taken by surprise, again. Indeed, I did know him - probably better than anyone, sometimes even better than he knew himself. The story of Aliena, the story of the mermaids.. I recalled all of them, but I never talked of them. I knew very well that legends surrounding people are never good, even if they do hold some truth.
"Retire?" I suggested, observing as the small silver fish glistened in the water by the ship. He laughed, and I couldn't help but grin. "No, you're going to do some repairs to the ship and buy enough rum for the rest of our lives."
"That, my friend, is exactly what I'm going to do.. And sink a few ships of the royal navy."
"I don't see why you have to get the treasure to do that?" He shrugged at my note, in his typical carefree way. Sometimes I wished I had some of that energy.
"Why not? I'm still young, and we haven't done anything fun for a long time."
I opened my mouth to ask him about which kind of fun would he be talking about, as he suddenly started singing again. Well, at least he was the one I could listen - but the crew joined as one, and someone was just terribly off again.
"I'll be back," I muttered, he nodded, and I took off to my quarters. There was something in the air - though still not cold, I could feel something approaching. Glancing at the sea, I saw the fish are gone - I was sure the weather will turn bad. And maybe not just the weather. Aliena said it will be nice tomorrow just as today, though.. But on the other hand, she said nothing about the night.
Staring over to the waves, I almost bumped into Tommy, the Gun Master who seemed rather confused by my lost of thoughts.
"Sir?"
"Ah. What? Wait, don't tell me. The storm is coming."
He seemed puzzled.
"I can't tell, Sir," he said.
"What is it, then?"
"Spiders, Sir, in my room. One, that is, but very big."
I tried hard not to grin. Spiders. Was everyone on this ship afraid of them?
"Well just put it out," I said. I would help, if he asked - but really, a spider? You don't call First Mate to deal with a freaking spider. I would call the captain to jump and get my hat if it happened to fall on land, though. But that was a completely different thing.
"Well, Sir, yes. The issue is, see, there's also a lair bellow deck. In one of the cannons."
This time I did grin, imagining shooting spiders at our enemies. He was serious, though, so I turned so as well, nodding.
"I will see to it," I promised. "You don't need to bother the Captain with it.. Carry on with your duties, will you?"
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