I swallow and flash us to the hospital, kissing Jackie's forehead and a clean part of her stomach before letting nurses and doctors take care of them. Please be okay. Please be okay.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
Ella nods and I smile at her, loving how she missed some numbers.
,,,,,,,,,,, Jackie
I they patch up my stomach and my vision shifts, my eyes closing. Everything goes numb and all I hear is the beeping of two heartbeats, mine, and Halee's.
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
I kiss the top of her head and glance up at Rayah.
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I stop crying and toughen up, wiping my face and standing. Hesitantly, I walk to the door they took her through and set a hand on the wood. A nurse comes up and tries to stop me.
"You can't go in yet," she says solemnly, "The doctors are still working. Please take a seat."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I study Rayah. Can we talk? About what happened? I feel it's bothering you somehow...
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The doctors come out and I walk straight in, my heart aching at the sight of Jackie hooked up to all those machines. I take her side and wrap her hand delicately in mine, letting her know I'm there.
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I swallow and look away before heading up to our room, shutting the door behind me.
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I swallow and blink back any more emotion, kissing her forehead and pulling myself as close as possible. My eyes scan the room and set on a glass casing the size of a shoe box, a frail pink body wrapped in white inside. I flash a smile hysterically and point to it for Jackie, "She's right there, Jacks. She's fine."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I close my eyes and it replays again, causing my head to pound.
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I smile and flash to the incubator, looking over our beautiful newborn. Scanning over the chart at her side, I notice how small she is and set my hand on the glass, "I-I don't know if you can yet, Jacks. She's so tiny..."
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside