I stop listening to Andrew, not caring about pride or the lack of dignity by crying in front of him. After everything... What did I do that wasn't good enough? What did I do that would make her seek someone else?
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
I swallow and run after him, stopping him in his tracks. "Look at me," I tell him. "I didn't know what cheating was....I'm sorry." I say it louder this time.
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
"You're the freaking demigoddess of love, Rayah! How did you not know?!" I move around her, not wanting to collapse into tears in front of her. Or maybe I did...
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside
"Jace!" I call after him again, "I love you! What are you gonna do?! Leave us?! Your kids?! Some parent!" I walked the opposite direction, hoping he heard me.
All you need is faith, trust, and a little bit of pixie-dust!
"No, but maybe that's what you want! If I leave, you and your new boyfriend can create your perfect little family! And by the time they're old enough to understand, they won't even remember me because they'll be calling him daddy!" I shout, my voice cracking, "'Cause that's what you wanted all along!"
I'm never what I like I'm double sided And I just can't hide I kind of like it When I make you cry 'Cause I'm twisted up, twisted up Inside