Wishes (working on title)

Ginger knew he was right, she staarted breathing heavily. She bunched up her shoulders she wanted to roll up in a ball and cry. She was scared, she felt her throat become tight and her lips very dry.

"Ginger, I really care about you. Tell me... Please. Why don't you trust me? Please Ginger, please I just-" he was interruped by a large scream.

"I WAS RAPED!!!!" she screamed at him, acting like a child bending her knees and sticking her neck out squeezing her eyes tightly and clenching her fists at her sides.

Matt was shocked for a minute. Had she really said what he heard? No...he must be delusional. But it dawned on him that she had said she had been raped. "Ginger...I'm so sorry. How? When?" then he growled. HE was furious! Who would dare to rape her? She was so sweeet! "Who?" he demanded. He had to know. He had to put that person in as much pain as that guy had put his Ginger in. He growled. He wanted to punch something...but he wouldn't. Not with Ginger so close. He made himself calm down. "What happened?" he asked again.

She put her face in her hands and fell to the ground, she pushed her back against the cabnets and bunched her hair in her hands. "I don't know his name. It just happened."

"Are you pregnant?" he asked. "Did you get hurt in any other way, what happened?"

She shook her head. "No, thank God I didn't get pregnant. I was in the dressing room, trying on a baithing suit for..." she choked. "For a photoshoot. The door burst open and there was this guy... he showed me a knife and he cut my thigh to show me he wasn't kidding." she cried out, her body couldn't take this. "He held me up against the wall, and you can figure out the rest." She remembered walking out of the studio her thighs bleeding and herelf feeling empty, her yellow shirt, the one she'd 'borrowed' from Matt was shredded in the front and blood ran down it. Her jean skirt was torn in more places than one her mascara running down her cheeks. The man had taken her innocence.

Matt pulled her into his arms and held her tightly. "I'm so sorry, Ginger. That's terrible. That should never have to happen to anyone." He really didn't know what to do. So...he just held onto her tightly, hoping she would maybe be okay with him here, that maybe somehow he could get her through this and help her if anything else ever came up.

Ginger shook in his arms. "He said he'd stab me if I even make a sound. He said he knew we're we lived, he'd been... WATCHING me." she shook her head, she bit into her bottom lip, HARD. She felt herself shake in his arms. "I'm so scared." she barely whispered

Matt held her close. "Did you go to the hospital to do anything about the cut?" he asked softly. "You need to fix it." He didn't like her being so upset. It hurt him because it hurt her and he couldn't stand to see her hurt.

**sorry Jamie, I've been gone for a couple of days >_<**

Ginger didn';t know what else to add to that. She wanted to kill the man who did this to her. But she wanted to lay in Matt's arms.

"I couldn't tell you. I shouldn't have told you." she cried.

Matt sighed. "It's okay. I love you. Did you go to the hospital?" He asked softly.

"Yes." She whimpered.

He sighed. "That's good. Want to tell me what happened with your modeling friend then? The one who was supposed to be giving you a ride?"

Ginger shook her head. "No. I don't want to talk about it." she shook her head. "I'm sorry." she said.

"Why are you sorry?" he demanded. "You didn't want it to happen. You didn't ask for it." he said.

she shook her head. "Your right."

Matt pulled her tighter against him. "please tell me what happened with your friend...I want to know. I want to help you. Please. What happened? What more could happen? And after what you just told me, why are you so freaked?"

Ginger curled up in his arms. "My friend asked me to marry him." she said. "But I didn't love him. I turned him down, he called me names and brought up my entire life flashback. I just didn't need it, you know?" she asked.

Matt's features softened. "Yeah, I know."

Matt held her tightly. He loved her so much. He didn't even let her go. He couldn't. She ws too precious to ever let go of. He burried his face in her hair and just memorized the smell of her. "I don't ever want to let you go." He whispered softly.

Ginger wanted to cry. "I'm so sorry, I have intended to save myself for marriage. But... I'm so sorry." she cried.

**time skip**

Ginger had finally excepted the fact she was raped. She wasn't happy about it and sure as hell wasn't excited, but it had happened. She'd spent most of ehr time with Matt laughing and joking about everything.

Matt smiled and held onto his girl tightly. They had started officially dating. She was finally his. He liked that a lot. It made him happy. He really thought he loved her. She was so wonderful. "So...what are we doing tonight Ginger?" He asked with a smile.

Ginger smiled at him. "I'm all yours, cutie." she grinned. He pulled her closely and they kissed for the longest time. It was already 1:00 PM and she was still only in shorts and a tank top.