Starstruck

Colt looked at her and swallowed hard. Pregnate! She was Pregnate!

"You sure?" He asked walking over and sitting next to her.

"Y-y-ya, that was why I was sick." She whimpered. He took a deep breath and stood up and paced.

"Could the test be wrong?" He asked.

"no." She replied.

"How did this happen?" He moaned.

"YOU KNOW WELL HOW!" She replied. He looked over at her. Had she gotten this idea after he told her abotu Brittney's idea.

"Right." He all by growled.

Journey looked at him, he put his hand over his face. "My, God."
"Are you shocked? Are you scared? Are you happy please tell me something, Colt." Journey wanted to scream at him.
"I don't know, right now I really don't know." he said not facing her.
she leaned back and relaxed on her back. Her hands rested gently on her tummy.
"Did you do it on purpose?" he asked.
Journey shot up like a gun. "What? how could you think that?" she whispered.

Colt took a deep breath and looked at her. "Please please tell me you didn't do this on purpose and tell me the truth." He pleaded.

"I DIDN"T!" She screamed. "Do you really think I wanted to have a kid right now!"

Colt sat down on a chair, they had moved their two beds together sense they always ended up sleeping with the other every night. He wasn't sure what he could think. He loved her, with everything he had he loved her.

"I don't know." He said hoarsly.

"YOu think I did this cause I wanted you money! You think I tried to pull off what Brittney did!" She screamed at him. "I didn't do this on purporse, just cause Brittney tried that doesn't mean I would!" He looked up at her. She looked like she was telling the truth.

"Sorry I thought you would." He said running a hand through his hair. "But look at it through my eyes."

Journey looked at him. "I can't believe you don't trust me, or believe me."
"Well, I'm sorry Journey what do you want me to say? That I'm just thrilled? That it's exactly what I wanted for Christmas?" he said, he was probably, hurt and confused, shocked at the least.
Journey never thought she would ever do this, but she slapped Colt, hard. "jerk." then she opend the door and left.

Colt's face stung. He sat there rubbing his face. His phone vibrated and he picked it up.

"Hello?" he answered.

"Hey son, what's new?" It was his dad.

"I got my girlfriend pregnate." He groaned.

"BRittney situation?" His dad asked.

"I don't think so now, Though I do'nt think she'll talk to me again. Problem is, I'm really really in love with this girl." He sighed.


**She could be standing outside the door??**

Journey's stomach twisted in knots and she felt like she was going to be sick again. She wanted to go somewhere, she wanted to be anywhere, drownding under water if she needed, just anywhre but here. She pressed her hands protectively against the baby. How was she going to face anyone? Her friends?
She stood outside of the dorm room. She could hear everything through the thin walls. Oh, gosh, had anyone or everyone heard their arguement???

"Go get her then, son." His father said. "You got a resposibality, go take care of it."

"Alright, bye." He said. He got up and walked to the door opening it. He spotted Journey and hurred over to her. "Hey, I was being a jack ass, please come back to the door."

"NO!" She hissed.

"Journey, sorry, it's been a long day, I acted rashly and quickly. I'm sorry. Please come back, I can't you lose. I-I can't lose either of oyu.' He said softly

Journey shook her head. "No."
"Please, Journey I'm sorry, look I really do love you."
she laughed bitterly. "Colt, you think I got pregnant so I could blood suck money from your parent's bank account? Well big surprise buddy, I didn't!" I hissed. "I don't want money! I could care less about it!"

"I was being stupid. Ok? That was my defenses talking, I was shocked, I didn't know what to say or do." He said feeling like he'd been suckered punched, he couldn't believe what she would feel like. "Please come back, please don't leave. I'll do anything. Please." He begged. He couldn't live without her, he didn't know how to tell her that. He didn't want to screw it up again.

"Why should I? When worse came to worse, you thought I was using you!" She demanded.

"I wasn't thinking, that was the problem. I should've thought, please just dont' leave." He begged. "I'll do anything!"

She wanted to draw back, crawl under a rock and die, escape into the shadows, she bit her lip, she was just as shocked as he was. She went back into the room, slowly.
"See? That wasn't so hard." he said. "I can't believe your pregnant, it's uh a big shocker."
"And alot of pain." Journey bit her lip. "I'm so scared."

Colt walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her pulling her close. "We'll be scared together." He said softly. "We'll learn. We'll get through it."

"I dont'; know." she whimpered.

"It'll be fine. Everything will be just fine."


**All I had**

Journey, felt safe, she loved him, of course, she was shocked but happy that she was pregnant, she didn't know if she would make the best mom but she was going to try and she knew Colt would do everything for the baby.
"What if it's not OK?" Journey asked. "I can't deal with too much stress. I get headaches easy and so do you. How are we going to do anything or even start our careers with a baby?"
"It will be." he hugged her tightly.
It was two AM when Journey felt sick, she ran to the bathroom almost falling. She groaned and started puking in the toliet. She was already on her knees and pressing her hands against her stomach, feeling how round it already was.

Colt got up and walked over pulling her hair out of her face and rubbing her back. "It's ok." When she finished throwing up he helped her back to bed and covered her with the blankets laying down next to her.

When they woke up again the next morning he held her hair back again. "we have a doctors appointment again today." He said as she cleaned her mouth out.

"I don't want to go anwhere." She moaned.

"I know, love, but you need to." He replied rubbing her back.

Journey groaned, she was exhausted. She didn't want to do anything, but he was right, she needed to go to the doctor. "Get ready, Journ." She groaned and rolled over on the bed. "We're going." She pulled the blanket over her head.
"M'kay later." she complained her stomach turning.
"Sweetheart, c'mon get up. The appoiment is in about briefly 19 minutes."

"I don't care." She said.

"Then I'll dress you myself.' He said picking her up.

"NO!" She moaned. He pulled her out of bed and wrapped her in a coat then carried her out ot the car. Snow covered the ground as he drove to the doctors. "I hate you." She moaned .

"I love you too.' He smiled at her.

*tears*